well, hi everyone...
i am back to blog...

i was damn tired and even din feel like blogging
but i scared i will forget wad ever i wanted to post down...

26th
day after christmas...
morning 820am sharp, i reached Changi Airport...
Desmond was aledi there...
then follow by TW and Rachel...and finally Juliana...
a great morning..i feel great by spending time with them...
noon time visit Sandy at home..
and spend some times at Fang Jie's house too...
then nite dinner with yi hao and li jiao and also desmond.

27th
cant really rmb wad i had did...
can only rmb that i having dinner with TW, Rachel, Jimmy, Juliana and Lionel at Soul Garden.
maybe my memory only choose those happy thing to rmb...
well, afetr dinner, we went for movie...
TWILIGHT!!! and RachelTan...u make me fall in love with Edward too...
we were home after movie, and hmmmm....watch TV till late...

28th
i had make up my mind to let go...
to let go someone that really pissed me off...
oh well, i chose to rmb those happy thing...
rachel and me went to suntec to meet jia hui...
have a great tea time with her..
then finally meet up with hui xin...
we spend sometimes tgt...and suddenly i feel i miss SG lots...
feel like staying back at SG forever...
and yupppp...we catch Bedtime Story..
the show was nice, but jus both our mood not there at all for the movie...
and, walk home from Sengkang with 3botols of DRINK...
drunk that nite perhaps...

29th
well, slep till 430pm...
hahah...meeting jean, lisa and joanne for Karaoke
shopping b4 sing...and we also visit Christopher's son...
awww...so cute...
then singing session till 330am...
and sorry my dear cos i left u alone at home...
i sense what had happen...
so, yupp...dun try to hide...

30th
last day staying at SG
went to Escape with Rachel, Pearlier, HockPeng, Cindy and Xiao Ming
enjoy but tiring leh...
damn scary in the haunted house...
Rachel jump from my right hand side to left and back to right again...
hahaha...and finally time to go back...

i hate the feeling when leaving...
really hate....
the flight wasnt that stable...
cos of the bad weather...
i was damn scared...i really worry this will be the last time i back...
lol...sound damn crazy...
but yuppp...i am safe!!!
so, yuppp...dun worry...
i will be back soon...

good nite all my dearest

*post will be edited if i recall anything...

23th dec,

wasnt a good day after the meeting...
smthg like really went wrong...
make me freaky scared..honestly i really scared...
2008, is a damn fcking BAD year for me...
from starting of the year until now...
nothing good happens on me yet all those BAD counts me in...

Bryan was asked to leave by company,
due to the stupid World Wide financial crisis...
i dunno why the company wan to make such decision...
they know that now very difficult to find a job outside the world...
but still they making ppl jobless...

CNY coming near, i dunno how Bryan going to face his family
maybe for him wasnt a big deal,
cos he wasnt hapy working in this restaurant...
but it really makes me think a lots...

things happen a years back,
i was trying to forget and still not...
i had started to loss confident in this job...
insecure...insecure...and insecure...
but, i cant lose the job...

what i can do?
and i will be going back to JAYA ONE...
and full shift everyday...
and i dunno how long more for them to confirm me...
and i dunno what will going to happen...
and i can tell you tat i wanst sleep well at all...

AND I DUNWAN TO THINK ANYMORE NOW...
AND JUS LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS FRIDAY...FRIDAY...
AND I WILL SEE THEM...SEE ALL MY SISTERS N BROTHERS...

i seriously losing faith...
dun feel like contacting you,
dun feel like seeing you,
even dun feel like replying your msg either...

sorry

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emmm...吃过了汤圆，感觉真好！
又长大一岁咯！！！
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冬至快乐！！

记得小时候，一大清早就得起床帮忙，

帮忙搓汤圆，一粒粒大小不依五颜六色的汤圆，

都出自我和老妈的手。

五兄弟姐妹，爸爸和妈妈坐在一起吃汤圆，

甜在心里。

随着我们渐渐的长大，

相聚在一起的时间也慢慢的减少，

远在国外的我和二妹，已经过了4个没有汤圆的冬至。

虽然在外能买到各类的汤圆，但就是少了妈妈的味道，相聚的甜美。

也就因为孩子们都长大了，

大家坐在一起吃饭的日子就更加的少，

盼望着孩子们回家的爸妈，

请原谅孩子们的不孝，

工作繁忙其实只是孩子们给您和自己的借口。

冬至的到来，意味着新年的来临，

别忘了，一家人坐下吃顿团圆饭，

爸妈，别忘了等我们回家吃饭。

“爸妈，我爱您。”

这话，是爸妈们都想听到的。

只要有心，无论有没有把话说出口，

他们都能感受到的。

oh my...whole body was ached...
well, had a great badminton session with frens last nite after work
due to long time never play,
well...then this wad i get... >.<>

raining over here these few days...
imagine, if msia got snow...lol
shd be everyday we can play with th snow...
snow ball...snow man...hahahahahahah...
day dream wasnt a bad thing...

2weeks more, i will be seeing them...
i am counting down the days tat going to meet them
and the days to JAN 2009...

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million kind of feeling after ur blog...

well, be strong and strong...

dun forget i will always be there...for you and only you!

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well, finally can rest tmr...
wahahaha...also can see my darling

i was busy this afternoon...
but after 4pm then very free...and bored as well...
nothing to do...
continue to do the 'movie' using all PL staff pic..
tot to post it into blog,
but server down and wireless here suck...

wow, ikano power central really nice...
deco for xmas full on the basement...
with white xmas trees...

lots of small little stuff there to buy,
any on SALES!!! but, sorry guys...ur ah jie me this month totally broke...
LOLz.....

but, i hope i able to get something for you all with LOW cost...
hahahahahahha...

rach, thks for the sms this evening...

Good luck for you paper tmr...

LOVE<333

omg...i was damn fcking sleeply sia...
last nite finish work i suppose to go home and sleep..
bustard lee ask us for supper...
me and my chief damn tired...then both of us suggest to go massage...
and you know wad...massage shop in msia, Petaling Jaya, Selangor...open till 1.30am

and 1 st tyme go tgt with lee...
wahahahah...that big guy scared of massage...
LOLZZZZ
the staff there purposely on DVD for him, make him lost his concentration...
but he did enjoy it okie...

reach home around 2am...
damn ZZzzZZ...
OMG...i cant out with BF on next wednesday
yet need to ask him come and help my aunty to move house sia...
lucky i hav a tuesday to relax..
yup, will be going out with ling ling and li li...
hahahahah....both of them my secondary classmate..

i had been signing in and out the whole day...
stupid wireless really pissed me off..
check mail cannot, facebook cannot, blogging cannot...
ARHGGHHHGGGHHGGHH!!!!!!

and plsssssss~~~~~~~~~~~
tuesday faster come,
i cant wait to see my BLUE darling~~~
>.<"

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finally my BLUE BLUE darling is back to my house...wee~~~~
my sister said my darling very handsome worh...
arhggggg...i cant wait to see him...
but i need to wait till Tuesday then can go out with him )):
hee...but i had ask my sis take photo for me, she will send to me later,
and i promise to let u all see my darling...

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i never think that i will see somebody i know from SG here in 'my place'
i was surprise that i saw him...StevenLim, my OM in MCD SG...
i cant say i love him so much, but i can say i miss working with him...

he was a super great boss i ever met..
he help me when i was bully by SRA3 RM...
he transfer me to RVM and he promoted me to 1st AsstMgr there...
he always there when we need help...
and untill i transfered to SRG, he ask for my help...
i will never forget what had happen...

althougt i am out from MCD by some stupid issue which non of my busniess,
but seriously i MISS MCD SG....is a damn big family...
a family that not everyone can join perhaps...

seeing Steven here make me think alots...
god...i really miss life in SG...

reading those tag that they leave for me...
i feel great to going back...

Thanks boys and girls...

yup...i had get my airticket booking done this evening
26th morning 0820, i will be in Changi Airport terminal 1...
see you all then...((:

*kind of feeling that u re damn busy...
lots of mix feeling when seeing u in the world of internet...
lots of thing i wanted to share wif u, but when the words reach my mouth,
i cant even speak out...perhaps i was wrong ...
take care my dearest*

hey hey....my car loan approved liao...
i will get my new car on coming Saturday!!

wish me luck...

this the christmas deco at the shopping mall which my restaurant located...

well, todae 2nd dec...
hahaha...i was like counting down the day tat i will
be going to SG to meet them...
but as the day came, i was worry too...hahah
cos of the MONEY $$$$$$...

well, i need to have a well plan...
still waiting for my car loan approval...
so that i can very confirm my financial is okie for this month...

oh ya, i din tell you all...
i am getting a new car...
so that i won always argue with him bout the car...
and actually is for long term benefit as well...

yes, it will add up my burden,
but still i craving for it....

and i will be moving out from my house and staying with my aunt...
some where more near to my work place...

lolz...i still staying outside...jus only near with family
maybe these the different barh...

i was like so free to do this thing...
memory flowing around...
i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah, 1 more day the calender will go into month of DEC!!!
seem like this Dec giving me lots of thing...

i getting my new car, although added my burden, yet HAPPY...
i going to see my beloved in SG soon, although still long time, yet soon...

Oh God!!!!!!

i am so happy todae, cos at the same time i now talking to :
TW, RACHEL, JIMMY, JOANNE...

wow!!!!!
happy happy and happy....
WEE~~~~~~~~~~~~

finally and finally my leave on dec APPROVED liao..
wee!!!!!!
i going to book air ticket liao....
but must wait after 5th then got money )):
nvm...nvm...

counting down the day tat can see my happy and silly rachel...
emo always de wenz, bravo de tw, careless de desmond, and naughty de kathy...
and of cos my mummy chitra and mummy kum yee..

i cant wait to see you all...missssssssssssss u all...

i drunk last nite...
sorry gals, i suppose to go to y.fun's house..
but i din...i went clubbing with my sister, bro-in-law, and my bro
and i drunk...

i dunno i drunk cos of happy or sad..
Faith? the faith between you and me had gone...
there is nothing can me make feel the faith...
No more...

you had admited you dun understand me at all,
either me i had told you...
why we get tgt?
that kind of feeling jus like,
i am attach, but i am sigle...
there are no different...

well, lets see what you will tell me on coming Thursday...

i wasnt happy...
but still i need to smile...
i wanted to talk...
but there no one for me....

i HATE everything happen in Malaysia...
jus HATE!!!!!!!!!!

and i hate to talk to you...
but i knw i need to talk to you...
complicated...r/s really damn complicated

maybe jus like wad Chloe told me in msn
i tgt with him jus for the sake of being tgt
and not bcos i like him...

good observation my dear cousin...
i shd say even myself i cant find the real problem...

i jus used to be single and enjoy the single life i think
i independent enough for my parents...
i dun like ppl change my mind or maybe stop me from doing something
or even my decision...
i hate it...my parents knw me...

you shd have check on my character...
Scorpio...
find out more....jus to understand me...

back to post...
realise tat i got nothing much to tell,
nothing much to post...
working life now at The Curve is damn bored...

oh ya,
i will be permanent stay in this dumb outlet...
boring boring still boring...
and i will going to move out from my home sweet home...

staying alone in the place call Petaling Jaya...
security there damn SUCK...
my staffs kana robbed days back after they had get their salary,
and on their way back to the house that they stay..
5bikes 10guys surrounded them...
RM600++ gone, hand phone gone...wad ever thing with them all gone...
the 10guys with Parang knife (巴冷刀)...
lucky they are safe!

tot come back to msia can stay at my home sweet home,
but now...haha (苦笑)

when can i get my own car???
i was so piss every time we argue jus bcos of the car...
i dun wan to take ur car anymore...
although getting a new car will add on my burden...
but i dun care...jus dun wan use ur car...
i wan back to those life tat i need no to wake up damn early
jus to go fetch you 1st b4 we going out...
even the place jus near my house and only need 10min to reach
and i need to spend hours time to fetch you (thru n flow) then can reach...

i hate tat kind of feeling when i need time to make up,
dress up before attending wedding dinner and you rushing me to fetch you...
and when the situation both of us DUNNO the place either!!!!!!!

and i realise that you dun understand me either...
how am i going to hold u further?
or in the other way,
how will you hold me further??

should we stand a chance to talk?
or should we have a really good talk?

matter of relationship really SUCK
single life good?
attach life better??
or married life the best???

真爱，到底是怎样的？

OMG!!!
i damn suay till my little mouse spoil lerh,
i bought this little cutie year back...haix...y?leave me so fast??
i jus came back from home, and won be going back till Sunday
which mean i dun hav game for these few days sia... >.<

shit shit and wad the shit is going on!!!!!!!!!!!
HELP ME >.<

4.05pm today,
i received the updated result...
2months appointment change to next month...
he cheated me...he never leave me and never gone lower either...
average still there...
i was damn down and dun feel like talking either...
sort feeling like no one there for me...

stupid thinking back to me agian...
why am i still here...
should they let me go as soon as possible?
everyone busy for their own life,
own living...own friends...own problem...own family...

what i want just very simple...
simple life...but why i get the opposite way always...

why????????????

another bored day pass...
with flu and block nose together...
how many days more i need to hold for it..
oh my god....
please help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>.<

well, chat with rach this morning
haha..pity her...
but pity myself too larh...
stupid flu and block nose still following me...
then cant find nasal spray at the phamarcy here...

seem like i going to suffer few more days of this stupid flu...
it make me feel sleepy after taken the medicine...
although i know is time for medicine, but i dun wan to take...
cos after take will want ZzZzZzZZ...

well, rach...
jie got take medicine...
so dun wory...
and my sexy voice will gone soon too...
hahahahahhh....

LOVE <333

day is suck when sick!!!!
i HATE to be sick...
lots type of medicine to take...
WTH!!!!

well, thanks to rach girl for reminding me on my medicine...
but how many time can people remind me??

Hey you!! yes!! you!!!
please rmb to take ur medicine on time...
oh my....

COLD AND FLU!!!!!!! get lost from me NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am sick...cold and flu...
block nose for the whole day...
no mood either...
tot going for a movie...
arhghhhhh.........
shit............

doc appointment todae,
reach there 915am, waited for half hours...
my turn....
well, showing me a slightly improved result...
and he wan me to do a blood test again...
well well well, this time 3 small cylinders of blood again... >.< PAIN!!!!

change ubat,
cos the previous de will make me not feeling good...
perhaps this will make me better....

missing PY and HL...
missing Rach too....
somebody nag me for medicine and rest???

i dun feel like blogging...
jus too bored and i was nothing to do,
today is the 4th day in new outlet...
damn bored..

nothing much to do,
online everyday...
but still nothing to do...

watch DVD??
well....i will but also will feel bored...
change job???
maybe barh....

arghhhhh.......
somebody help me!!!!!!!!

Don't say you love me unless you really mean it,
because i might do something really stupid like believe it

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my equal

If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day,
so I never have to live without you

If you love me, please let me know because it hurts to love when you have to go.
Take care of me, don't go away because if you love me, you will stay... i love you and do you know why? "You got me when you first said 'Hi'."

Don't be too good i will miss you. Don't be too caring, i might like you. Don't be too sweet, I might fall. It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...

You make me smile for no reason whatsoever, you make me laugh at the unfunny things, but most of all, you make me love you When I shouldn't be loving you

I dropped a tear in the ocean today, and when i find it, that's when I’ll stop loving you..

One day you'll love me as I have loved you. One day you'll cry as I cried for you.
One day you'll want me...and I won't want you.

One night the moon looked down at me and said:” Would you give up ur "Prince" if he made you cry? I looked up at the moon and say:" Would you give up your sky?"

If I had the letters "HRT" and I could add "EA" and get "HEART" or add "U" and get "HURT", I'd rather have "U" and get "HURT" than have a "HEART" without "U"

**There are only 2 times I want to be with you...now & forever**

i get this from Joanne's blog...
i think it suit for you and me...
well, people...enjoy this post...
if you feel to let your tears out, just go ahead...
cos is really too hard to hold it into your heart..
i rather have "U" to get "HURT" than have a "HEART" without "U"...

my belated bday present from my dumb dumb bf... >.<

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well, i was talkting to PY jus now...

shd had let go everything as PY said...

including those memories...

PY told me must be hard hearted...

but sorry, cos i not those type of ppl can really hard hearted...

i can only said i will try...and really try hard...

and seriously it will really hurt me lots...

which i really need to do it...

rach, i need you here by my side...

damn fxxxing distance really killing me...

i dunno who else i can talk to...

who will listen to me, understand me deep into my heart?

not even him.... >.<

i supposed to catch movie The Coffin yesterday with him..
argh...i dun understand why sometime he was so dumb...
he msg me on tuesday

sw: dear, we go for movie tmr,wan?
me: of cos, but wad movie?
sw:hmmm...The Coffin, u like the most...
me:well, i tot you dun like this type of movie...
sw:hmmm..this time i wan watch worh...how?
me:of cos i wan, but if u never go with me, i will go alone...or maybe with my sis...
sw:haha, okie then we go watch yarh...
me: okok... ^^

and guess wad....
he din ever go check on the movie timing and the cinema...
oh gosh....this movie only start showing on 30th Oct...
we check at Mid Valley...hey yeah..got show...but 12.05am
argh.....i was like pissed...
dun feel like talking....
he keep on saying sorry.....
and he went to buy me something...
i shd post the photo tonite...
the gift is nice, but no surprise at all...
cos he bought it in front of me...lol...dumb dumb bf

HAPPY 28th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY to my daddy and mummy!!!!!!!

we went dinner with both of them...
well, seem like my dady also sort like dumb dumb derh...
ops...he can tell me he forget the date liao...
OMG!!!!!!
last year i was in Singapore...
i use 'remote control' to get my sis and sis-in law bought my mummy flower,
and 'force' my dad to present it to mum...
this year...haiz.....

well, finally these all days had pass...
i now more relax...
and yarh, rach...my tear finally came out on tuesday...
feel better...so no more worry!!

and from 1st Nov, i will be transfer to another outlet..
well, i will be seldom and very seldom online,
cos i will be staying at my aunt house and she have no Internet at home..
and i will need to bring my lappie to my new outlet,
and will be able online only day time...
wish me good good luck..^^

really hope that you can besides me for these few days..
distance killing me...
well, sound familiar...
but yes...the distance really killing me...

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thank you yep and lee, and of cos fireman...

they bought me a cake...ignore bout the word oil tank...

oh well, and andrea also...

i was up to the stage for the stupid fireman show,

burn my finger sia...

OMG!! fireman wan me to eat fire...burn my mouth almost...

Thank you for all the birthday wishes...
feel sweet and warm...

well, althought is holiday, yet i am now at office working
but anw, i still HAPPY yeah...

i will going to delete last year's birthday message..
haha, normally i will keep those msg for a year, unless memory not enough for it...
sounds crazy...but is me...hahaha

this is the 1st year celebrating my birthday in msia after 4 years life in Singapore...
feel bit weird...haha...cos the last 4years i normally will took it as OFF day or AL...
but now...lol

well, boys and girls...
once again
Thank you, Terima kasih, Arigatogozaimasta, Cop Kun Krab...
Love you all much!!!

<333333

feeling upset and like crying suddenly
i heard the songs py loves the most
there was a promise tat cant be fulfill..
the date coming near and near, feeling of upset getting stronger and stronger.

thank you for offering your help rach,
this promise will not be fulfilled forever...
you cant help either...

i was trying to hide from the date,
but it seem like never stop..
if the day and time could stop for me...or pass as soon as possible...
and it really coming...

well,
i had promised to celebrate my bday with you.
i dunno whether you still remember this date...
anyway, i hope this will gone soon...
cos i jus cant stop thinking bout this stupid promise..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA HUI!!!!

sorry for not celebrating your birthday together...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUU WEY!!!!!!!
22th OCT IS UR BIRTHDAY!!!!!

i say happy birthday to u,
may all your dream comes true...

well,
finally going to off tmr..
wasnt a good month for me i think...
seem everything not too fine with it..
not even dare to say i will happy and enjoying my bday as well..
cos i need to work!!!!!!!!
ARGH...!!!!!!!!!!$%^#@$#@@#%

tired tired and tired >.<

when will be my best day huh?haisss...

i cant imagine i banned the table jus now...
damn fcuking angry and pissed off with the lady...
what the hell she tot she was?
keep on changing the menu...
RM15 per person for this kind of dishes was GOOD enough...
ask for more ask for more and ASK FOR MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you tot you rich then can anyhow do????!!!!

how long i had been controlling my EQ?
after out from Mcd, i din ever throw temper at my work place,
no matter how angry i was...
but today i really really damn Fcuking ANGRY.........................
the lady was wasting my time and now i still stuck at the stupid office!!!!!!!!

DUN COME NEAR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant even calm myself down.........
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!

i really had pissed off by my Mynmar staffs now a days...
now then i realise that i cant threat them as threat my crews and casts in Singapore...
i believed in myself never threat people bad all over my working life,
but it seem like....well, perhaps thing and situation always goes opposite...

i never owe them a living,
same as they never owe me anything...
i always there when they asked for help,
and i never say NO...cos i sort like pity them came far away to earn money...
i experienced these situation, when family and friends not around..
helpness, loney, sad...
i had tried my very best i can say...

sometime i think back what had Jean told me,
i should not be too close with staffs, co-workers...
regret now but useless...
from today onwards,
everything from them, every request from them i will say NO and only NO
nothing other then that...

my heart was died...
totally died...
i am so tired to trust people...

dun ever come near me...
i feeling terrible....

oh hey...
now aledi 420am...
well, i jus came back from RedBox Karaoke...
having a karaoke session with my managers...
luckly working noon shift on sat...if not i will be dying soon...

i cant imagine yep can sing well,
lee was a pro singer sia...
and also bryan...his voice is damn low...hmmm
another good partner of K session except Jean and Lisa...

you are going back to the old you again i think,
keeping lots of thing in ur heart..
you had kept some times for somebody,
but do you keep urself some time too??
sort like heartaching after reading your blog...
but of cos there something make me feel better...
perhaps everything goes fine for you...
rachel, gambateh...
Itsumo Aisteru

LOVE <33333

Yean, we miss you!!!!!

well, finally these photo came out...

nice???

oh ya...

wasnt a nice day after off...

receiving a bad news again...

i think i will be rushing for december holidays again i guess...

need to re-plan again...

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

not feeling good either...

anyway, thank jimmy boy and baobei rach...

ur msg rock my day...

at least feeling warm...

rachel, take care yourselve yarh..

dun over tired...

i will take care well...

miss and loveya lots..

kathy, ju...

how both of you??

LOVE <333333333

had been long time i din see a rainbow...

having breakfast at Old Town Coffee house this morning,

2soft boil eggs, kaya butter toast, and a cup of ice white coffee without sugar...

miss going breakfast with rachel, and had recalled the funny scene that she ate the eggs and something happened...

well, now a day i have to type in what ever that i wanted to poss into my hp,

jus to prevent tat i forget eveything to post by the time i reached home...

maybe jus old liao...or maybe jus tired...

wasnt a happy working week,

lots of thing happen...

seem like this is the 1st time i handling this kind of shit alone...

i used to have Jean as my master, she will advice me what to do...but now...

well, i think is time ofr me to learn to stand alone...

somehow, i think i should...

and WTH...my hp drops 2 times on the floor!!!!

shitty shitty and shitty!!!!

finish work 7pm jus now,meeting yenny and evon for drink...evon bring her elder son out together...the little guy was very shy when he 1st met me in the car...well, kids always like tat...
he was so cute...look at his smiling face...

jus LOVE AND ONLY LOVE YOU

i wasnt have a good rest either for thise few days..
feeling low batt now...
well, but is sweet when received call from jimmy last nite althought was midnite 1.30am >.<
i miss this guy...and i din expect he will call me far away from Vietnam..

he told me that he miss singapore very much..
he wasnt like singapore in the 1st place..
and now he realise that he really miss the piece of land..
the people there, the life there..
he had told his mom bout me...as his sister in Singapore..
well, his mom say wanted to buy me something..
haha...oh..okie...so jimmy had promised to bring it to me on coming Dec..

either me......i miss the piece of land...
miss the people there...
miss the life there...
miss the scene there...
but....sorry....i jus cant help...

last nite, fun and gangs having their dinner in my restaurant..
well, i really miss them...
and we had a good chat..and my beloved sister HuiShan pregnant liao..
yay...is a baby girl...wee...the little girl will come to this beautiful world coming Jan2009..
i was happy...cos i love kids...and i hope this baby girl will grow healthy and blissfully...
and of cos all the yi yi will love her so much...

and SEE TONG WAI...
i miss you too...
i will get more picture from Rachel...^^

LOVE<33333

well...you had proved me my sense is sharp enough...
dear, need not to ask me if i support what decision you had made...
you are always supported by me..
just because i love you so much...
as long as you are happy, bliss....
i will say: GO AHEAD!!!

and nys....
dun ever bully my dearest...
dun ever make her sad....
and dun ever make her cry.....
i won let you go....

stay strong and bliss...

LOVE <333

well..i was wondering whether i had did the right thing...
i had tried to give them the 2nd chance or even more...
but when agent came, i can see the sadness from their eyes...
they look like hopeless...i am sorry...i just cant help...
lee and me had fight with boss bout their stay...
but......just cant help...
i really feel sorry, although they had make me angry and pissed off days ago...
everybody stand a chance...

SORRY GUYS...perhaps the new job and new enviroment more suit for you...

i was just very tired...
sorry people,
i just not in the right mood after all...

I JUST CANT HELP >.<
Forgive me...
Forgive me.......

jimmy text me around 1045am, told me that he was in Changi Airport...
11am...he gave me a call...jus to say bye...
he asked me when will i be back to Singapore,
i told him dec..hopefuly this dec i will get to see all of you...

yup...
go for review this morning...
well, result show me improvement...
but still need to take ubat...
they wanted to add mg...
lucky something show positive and i need not to change mg...

they want me to buy the tool to check up weekly by my own...
mummy even said need to check daily...
wondering how many finger i shd have...
every each of my finger need to be suffered lots if doing daily...
althought jus a tiny hole..bit still damn painful...

oh well...
anyway, still a good news for me after 21days...
and will be seeing the funny guy again after 30days...
5th Nov 2008 930am....had date with him...

and hey...
i was very paisei jus now when meiyee text me to tell me
they all will be coming for dinner in my restaurant this saturday..
guess what i had did?i reply the wrong msg to wrong person..
i miss save the number of maekei to yinfun contact...
OMG...lucky my fren all is fine..if not then...lol...
and now maybe maekei will come too...
so i might be able to see 1 big group of fren this sat...
well looking forward sia....hmmm...

and RachelTanHuiSian,
when will you be back???
>.<

LOVE <33333333

Denmark in the evening ^^

scene...
recently i was crazy to find those beautiful scene online,

seem like bringing me all over the world to find a peaceful and nice place to rest...

yarh...maybe jus too tired...

lots of those beautiful scene..

hongkong, thailand, vietnam, london, denmark...

jus seeking for those island, beach...

sunrise and sunset i love the most...

well,

falling sick... >.<

going back for follow up tmr...

hope that i need no ubat anymore...

wish me luck...

and racheltanhuisian...

i miss~~~~~you much sia... >.<

LOVE<33333333

I AM FKING ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DIN OWN YOU ALL A LIVE....
DUN EVER GIVE ME THAT KIND OF FKING FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN ONG YONG TECK!!!!!!!!!!!!
hope you enjoying ur day!!!

hx: life suck...
No matter how suck is ur life...
No matter now or future...
Move on people, never stop and stay...
No and nothing gain...
Cheers up girls...
can always talk (text me i mean) to me if u wan...
i will always lend you my listening ears...

and rach...
sounds wrong...
waiting to take over your >.< burden as per promised...
and i always there...in a corner of ur HEART...

i met sw this morning
went to hospital with him for check up
i saw the wound of his hand...
heart was pain...
and i wondering desmond's situation...
my heart aching b4 seeing him...
what will happen if i see him?

well....
getting late...
heart getting weaker and weaker...
headache attacting me as well...
good nite people...

LOVE<3333333

my heart almost stop jumping...
had broken onece yesterday when sw told me he cut his hand
and 6 niddle mark will follow him forever..
yet today receive a msg from kathy around 19.50
saids that desmond get into an accident and now lying in ICU

OMG...my heart really pain and damn fking pain...
his right arm cant move at all, yet his face...
i dunno...i dunno what else i can do for him..
i was far away...i jus cant help...

des, please be strong and get well soon...
i wan to see you when i back on Dec...
give me a great hug when i back, as my birthday present for this year...
dun forget ya!!!!!

i jus cant be strong anymore...
Nan know me well in store...
we know each other 2.5month
but she understanding me the most...

she told me, karen...if u wan to cry...later finish work, Nan sit down with you...
we have a good talk, then you can cry...
dun control...cry out...she even pass me tisu...
well, my tears are to shy to come out...
they always in my heart...
anyway, thank you Nan...

i really happy to have you as sister...
she even call me Darling...
well....she my 1st Thailand sister...

people,
please take care yourself...
although i was far away, yet i can sense it...
jus a sense of mine...whenever you happy or sad...

LOVE <33333

blue roses!!! thanks Eugene!!!
this wad Eugene buy for Wataru...eeyyeeerrr...

i wan this too... >.<

and rachel...HongKong night view at The Peak...
NIce??

thank you Eugene for the BLue roses...

i shared it with Nan and Yaw..

and only lady will get the roses...and on behalf of them, i say

THANK YOU!!

after came back from Genting,

i realise that i really looking forward to go travel with you again,

i was planning my Dec holidays...

although you only having a short and busy holidays...

spending fews days time with me should not become a big prob for you

i think...unless...something happen...

haha....

well....

tired...going off soon people...

good nite...

LOVE <333333333333

feeling tired tired and tired!!!!!!!!!!!
29th and 30th sept, tot can went of by 7pm, yet big bosses all came...
stay and help till 930pm for both day...
come back for opening agian on 1st and 2nd...
wad the hell...full week doing opening..
thanks to Byran Ong Yong Teck!!!
enjoying his whole week closing shift and YET LATE to work!!!!!

pissed and really pissed off with him..
30th Sept, 1st time i saw my boss Yep throw his temper sia..
he wack the tray to the bar and the tray broke into pieces...
and he said to me : you go tell him to f*** off...i dun wan see his face...
get him home NOW!!!!
fews second later he said : nvm, i will get boss to talk to him...

well, one of my big bosses tap on my shoulder praise me for taking care of the restaurant..
hee...feel surprice...as i din ever see thier faces before and they know who am i...
well, is maybe i am the only female manager here barh...
jus feel good...

1st Oct...
damn tired to rush for those paper work for month end,
yet rush at night!!!!!!!!!
jus feel like going to die...
lunch at 2pm dinner at 11pm...
die of hungry >.<
and almost forget my ubat...
thanks to S.W..he remind me..thanks dear...

KeXin drop by my restaurant yestday,
to pass me a "bomb"...OMG!!!
the dinner held 2days before my day..
haha...finally got excuss to OFF on Saturday again...weeee...

well well well,
people... hope that you all enjoying holiday for Hari Raya..
i hope that i can too...
yup, i can...but only enjoy working with all those 'chicken, duck and monkey!!!'

and rach, hx, ju, meow, des, tw, jimmy, jiahui...
damn miss you all... >.<

LOVE <3333333

i was pissed off yet angry!!!!!!!
think this is the 1st time i shouted my staff from the 1st day work till now
really cant stand it liao...

it make me recall back when the 1st time i scolded Jimmy..
jus look like the same picture...

TIRED...ANGRY...

well,
anyway i going to meet up with some of my 'old' friends later
i had been long time din see them, have a good chat with them...
really hope that tonite can enjoy with them...
love to talk to them...

i dreamt when i taking a short nap
rach, i saw you!!!
wee...we at HONG KONG Disney Land...
we shop around HK...wow!!!!

and damn it...
my thailand staff wake me up >.<

well well well....
hope to continue the dream tonite...hmmm...
haha...

LOVE <3333333333

today's blog is for juliana and kathy.

Juliana,
you re the eldest girl at home if i not wrong,
so which mean same as me...
i advise u to read on my story...
of cos kathy, i will need u to read on too...

i am a eldest sister in a family of 5 siblings
i had to do housework everyday before school
and even after school...even i sitting for my N lvl, O lvl, even final exam in poly
for ? years....lost count...
every time, anything goes wrong,
i am the 1st person kana scold...
i hate my brother and sisters alots...
i hate them why every time they did thing wrong,
mother won scold them, but always only me, me and me!!!!!!!
mother bias...even my father...i hate this family lots and jus like wad u feel now...

everyday i quarrel with my sisters,
my brother and sisters hate me lots too...
i never allowed them to touch my thing,
not even a pcs of paper...

i ran out from home 1 day
i sit at a garden not far away from my house,
i looking at those kiddo with their family...
wow...they are so happy...but why not me?
getting late...last time not so advance,
no hand phone..mother started finding me up and down...
and she found me with tear...
i was home.........

few days later, mother scolded me again cos brother falls down while playing ,
i was so angry and i fight back...
i shouted so loud to my mum,
i scolded her bias...she stop and look at me,
keep repeating wad i had say... and ask me why..
i told her everything...and i regret wad i had done...
MY MOM CRY IN FRONT OF ME...
and she ran away from home,
never came back for 2days..............

the 2days for me like hell...
i need to take care of other, yet i need to cook,
i need to wash cloth, do this do that...
and i finally know why always i am the one who need to take these...

not easy to be a eldest bro or sis in a family..
everything that parents want us to do,
parents scolded us, is jus because they LOVE us so much...
and because u re the eldest, u shd had set a good example for ur brother and sister...
we re carrying lots of responsibility,
looking back those thing that you had done,
look at ur brother and sister now,
they might doing wad u had did it b4...

i am not saying who right, who wrong...
i jus wan and hope you wll think and think it again...

if one day u say,
jie, u bias! i will give u a good question...
tell me how to bias a people?
and.....
if i bias, why shd i still concern bout you?

爱，父母对长大后的孩子永远开不了口。
爱，对长大以后的孩子而言更难以开口。
爱，与兄弟姐妹之间的联系是坚韧无比。
爱，对朋友们的呵护与关怀是无可质疑。