finally let out all those shitty things...

silent all the while and cant be silent anymore...

i had a great night sleep finally,

nothing to think anymore..

release~~~

mama told me this morning,

papa dun agree if i go penang...

lots of worries from them and basically bout the salary,

and of cos i dun think so...they worries based on my health as well...

they wan me to be well taken care..

well....you know what shd you do?? (=

was trying all the while to settle everything...

and now i fully understand that i cant run away from facing the true..

and see now...i think i manage to do it..

and it seem feeling good...

and i really LOVE you sias....

Do not be too moral. You may cheat yourself out of much life so. Aim above morality. Be not simply good; be good for something

i found this in my FB, i realize that people who younger than me think better than me...

how many times of failure i faced, but still i continue the same mistake...

am i too nice to people, or am i just look like an idiot?

finding out the truth seriously hurts alots..

but what else i can do?

and now there are 4 options with me...

tell me how to make a decision...

most properly i will go for option 4, but before that, should i try other option?

and really i cant live without you,

do promise me not to leave me alone no matter what...

i am strong, but weak in certain area...

stay with me will you?

this what i realise...

my heart really stollen by you...

and seriously...

what else i can do??

hey well, people i am back...
feel great and nice spending these few days with Rachel and TW...
off-ing my handphone, without any disturb..but..still issue over there...

1st time driving alone to Genting...
feeling different from the previous time..
this is the 2nd time i had spend days with rachel at Genting..
totally different....

She gave me a big hug when she saw me,
of cos tw cant hug me...hmmm...
having great fun...movie at the 1st night,
Tsunami...nice...touch...
walking around Genting, going into Casino...
Arcade..Starbuck...

Theme park, the next day...
taking flying coaster as for the starting of the rides...
TW feel like shit...haha...well, cant deny...is scary..
and i had tried the ride that i never think that i will try..
i cant recall the ride name, but is sort like jumping down from 10th floor...
the moment it came down, i had no time at all to think..
cant even speak a word..
the weather wasnt that good..
raining...cold...could it be nice if u there with me?

came down from Genting on the Saturday...
spending some time at my working place,
besides having a meal,
i need to settle someting urgent..
and of cos i kena nag..
but well...i cant just leave it like that really...
we going to Aloha,
had a great night..
Rachel and TW was drunk i think...
but still we enjoy the night...

Sunday...
Sunway Lagoon...
this round together with xiao bai..
lots of funny things happen..
all locked into my memories,
but i dunno hw am i going to blog it out..
hahaha...old people..

and today.....
i feel like shit...
really feel like shit...
i dunno how to explain it..
but jus shit..

xb，你要好好照顾自己，
别让我心痛。。。

jus dun feel liike letting you go..
my heart was break into pieces again..
a little hug, meant a lots for me..
and what i had told you before u went off,
is really meant it..and just for you..
no matter in or out of relationship,


you still have me...
and i always loves you

i am going off for 4days...
enjoying these 4days with my dear rachel and tw...
i dun wish to bring all those shit tgt with me...
i jus wan a peaceful rest...

保佑我~~

我真的希望你们比我更好过，

最起码，我问心无愧。。。

左右为难的我，

不想你们难受，但我却无能为力。。。

感觉很难过。。。

看到你们脸上的笑容，慢慢的消失在我眼中，

我的心很痛~

我希望~~

我真的希望，你们能够给大家一点的时间，

就一点。。。

拜托。。。

突然发现最近有一首歌一直在我脑海中盘旋着，

突然发现原来旧的歌其实比流行歌曲来的更有意义，

突然发现自己原来已经很累了，

突然发现原来。。。

我的心真的真的受伤了。。。