my belated bday present from my dumb dumb bf... >.<

edited:

well, i was talkting to PY jus now...

shd had let go everything as PY said...

including those memories...

PY told me must be hard hearted...

but sorry, cos i not those type of ppl can really hard hearted...

i can only said i will try...and really try hard...

and seriously it will really hurt me lots...

which i really need to do it...

rach, i need you here by my side...

damn fxxxing distance really killing me...

i dunno who else i can talk to...

who will listen to me, understand me deep into my heart?

not even him.... >.<

i supposed to catch movie The Coffin yesterday with him..
argh...i dun understand why sometime he was so dumb...
he msg me on tuesday

sw: dear, we go for movie tmr,wan?
me: of cos, but wad movie?
sw:hmmm...The Coffin, u like the most...
me:well, i tot you dun like this type of movie...
sw:hmmm..this time i wan watch worh...how?
me:of cos i wan, but if u never go with me, i will go alone...or maybe with my sis...
sw:haha, okie then we go watch yarh...
me: okok... ^^

and guess wad....
he din ever go check on the movie timing and the cinema...
oh gosh....this movie only start showing on 30th Oct...
we check at Mid Valley...hey yeah..got show...but 12.05am
argh.....i was like pissed...
dun feel like talking....
he keep on saying sorry.....
and he went to buy me something...
i shd post the photo tonite...
the gift is nice, but no surprise at all...
cos he bought it in front of me...lol...dumb dumb bf

HAPPY 28th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY to my daddy and mummy!!!!!!!

we went dinner with both of them...
well, seem like my dady also sort like dumb dumb derh...
ops...he can tell me he forget the date liao...
OMG!!!!!!
last year i was in Singapore...
i use 'remote control' to get my sis and sis-in law bought my mummy flower,
and 'force' my dad to present it to mum...
this year...haiz.....

well, finally these all days had pass...
i now more relax...
and yarh, rach...my tear finally came out on tuesday...
feel better...so no more worry!!

and from 1st Nov, i will be transfer to another outlet..
well, i will be seldom and very seldom online,
cos i will be staying at my aunt house and she have no Internet at home..
and i will need to bring my lappie to my new outlet,
and will be able online only day time...
wish me good good luck..^^

really hope that you can besides me for these few days..
distance killing me...
well, sound familiar...
but yes...the distance really killing me...

edited:

thank you yep and lee, and of cos fireman...

they bought me a cake...ignore bout the word oil tank...

oh well, and andrea also...

i was up to the stage for the stupid fireman show,

burn my finger sia...

OMG!! fireman wan me to eat fire...burn my mouth almost...

Thank you for all the birthday wishes...
feel sweet and warm...

well, althought is holiday, yet i am now at office working
but anw, i still HAPPY yeah...

i will going to delete last year's birthday message..
haha, normally i will keep those msg for a year, unless memory not enough for it...
sounds crazy...but is me...hahaha

this is the 1st year celebrating my birthday in msia after 4 years life in Singapore...
feel bit weird...haha...cos the last 4years i normally will took it as OFF day or AL...
but now...lol

well, boys and girls...
once again
Thank you, Terima kasih, Arigatogozaimasta, Cop Kun Krab...
Love you all much!!!

<333333

feeling upset and like crying suddenly
i heard the songs py loves the most
there was a promise tat cant be fulfill..
the date coming near and near, feeling of upset getting stronger and stronger.

thank you for offering your help rach,
this promise will not be fulfilled forever...
you cant help either...

i was trying to hide from the date,
but it seem like never stop..
if the day and time could stop for me...or pass as soon as possible...
and it really coming...

well,
i had promised to celebrate my bday with you.
i dunno whether you still remember this date...
anyway, i hope this will gone soon...
cos i jus cant stop thinking bout this stupid promise..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA HUI!!!!

sorry for not celebrating your birthday together...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUU WEY!!!!!!!
22th OCT IS UR BIRTHDAY!!!!!

i say happy birthday to u,
may all your dream comes true...

well,
finally going to off tmr..
wasnt a good month for me i think...
seem everything not too fine with it..
not even dare to say i will happy and enjoying my bday as well..
cos i need to work!!!!!!!!
ARGH...!!!!!!!!!!$%^#@$#@@#%

tired tired and tired >.<

when will be my best day huh?haisss...

i cant imagine i banned the table jus now...
damn fcuking angry and pissed off with the lady...
what the hell she tot she was?
keep on changing the menu...
RM15 per person for this kind of dishes was GOOD enough...
ask for more ask for more and ASK FOR MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you tot you rich then can anyhow do????!!!!

how long i had been controlling my EQ?
after out from Mcd, i din ever throw temper at my work place,
no matter how angry i was...
but today i really really damn Fcuking ANGRY.........................
the lady was wasting my time and now i still stuck at the stupid office!!!!!!!!

DUN COME NEAR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant even calm myself down.........
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!

i really had pissed off by my Mynmar staffs now a days...
now then i realise that i cant threat them as threat my crews and casts in Singapore...
i believed in myself never threat people bad all over my working life,
but it seem like....well, perhaps thing and situation always goes opposite...

i never owe them a living,
same as they never owe me anything...
i always there when they asked for help,
and i never say NO...cos i sort like pity them came far away to earn money...
i experienced these situation, when family and friends not around..
helpness, loney, sad...
i had tried my very best i can say...

sometime i think back what had Jean told me,
i should not be too close with staffs, co-workers...
regret now but useless...
from today onwards,
everything from them, every request from them i will say NO and only NO
nothing other then that...

my heart was died...
totally died...
i am so tired to trust people...

dun ever come near me...
i feeling terrible....

oh hey...
now aledi 420am...
well, i jus came back from RedBox Karaoke...
having a karaoke session with my managers...
luckly working noon shift on sat...if not i will be dying soon...

i cant imagine yep can sing well,
lee was a pro singer sia...
and also bryan...his voice is damn low...hmmm
another good partner of K session except Jean and Lisa...

you are going back to the old you again i think,
keeping lots of thing in ur heart..
you had kept some times for somebody,
but do you keep urself some time too??
sort like heartaching after reading your blog...
but of cos there something make me feel better...
perhaps everything goes fine for you...
rachel, gambateh...
Itsumo Aisteru

LOVE <33333

Yean, we miss you!!!!!

well, finally these photo came out...

nice???

oh ya...

wasnt a nice day after off...

receiving a bad news again...

i think i will be rushing for december holidays again i guess...

need to re-plan again...

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

not feeling good either...

anyway, thank jimmy boy and baobei rach...

ur msg rock my day...

at least feeling warm...

rachel, take care yourselve yarh..

dun over tired...

i will take care well...

miss and loveya lots..

kathy, ju...

how both of you??

LOVE <333333333

had been long time i din see a rainbow...

having breakfast at Old Town Coffee house this morning,

2soft boil eggs, kaya butter toast, and a cup of ice white coffee without sugar...

miss going breakfast with rachel, and had recalled the funny scene that she ate the eggs and something happened...

well, now a day i have to type in what ever that i wanted to poss into my hp,

jus to prevent tat i forget eveything to post by the time i reached home...

maybe jus old liao...or maybe jus tired...

wasnt a happy working week,

lots of thing happen...

seem like this is the 1st time i handling this kind of shit alone...

i used to have Jean as my master, she will advice me what to do...but now...

well, i think is time ofr me to learn to stand alone...

somehow, i think i should...

and WTH...my hp drops 2 times on the floor!!!!

shitty shitty and shitty!!!!

finish work 7pm jus now,meeting yenny and evon for drink...evon bring her elder son out together...the little guy was very shy when he 1st met me in the car...well, kids always like tat...
he was so cute...look at his smiling face...

jus LOVE AND ONLY LOVE YOU

i wasnt have a good rest either for thise few days..
feeling low batt now...
well, but is sweet when received call from jimmy last nite althought was midnite 1.30am >.<
i miss this guy...and i din expect he will call me far away from Vietnam..

he told me that he miss singapore very much..
he wasnt like singapore in the 1st place..
and now he realise that he really miss the piece of land..
the people there, the life there..
he had told his mom bout me...as his sister in Singapore..
well, his mom say wanted to buy me something..
haha...oh..okie...so jimmy had promised to bring it to me on coming Dec..

either me......i miss the piece of land...
miss the people there...
miss the life there...
miss the scene there...
but....sorry....i jus cant help...

last nite, fun and gangs having their dinner in my restaurant..
well, i really miss them...
and we had a good chat..and my beloved sister HuiShan pregnant liao..
yay...is a baby girl...wee...the little girl will come to this beautiful world coming Jan2009..
i was happy...cos i love kids...and i hope this baby girl will grow healthy and blissfully...
and of cos all the yi yi will love her so much...

and SEE TONG WAI...
i miss you too...
i will get more picture from Rachel...^^

LOVE<33333

well...you had proved me my sense is sharp enough...
dear, need not to ask me if i support what decision you had made...
you are always supported by me..
just because i love you so much...
as long as you are happy, bliss....
i will say: GO AHEAD!!!

and nys....
dun ever bully my dearest...
dun ever make her sad....
and dun ever make her cry.....
i won let you go....

stay strong and bliss...

LOVE <333

well..i was wondering whether i had did the right thing...
i had tried to give them the 2nd chance or even more...
but when agent came, i can see the sadness from their eyes...
they look like hopeless...i am sorry...i just cant help...
lee and me had fight with boss bout their stay...
but......just cant help...
i really feel sorry, although they had make me angry and pissed off days ago...
everybody stand a chance...

SORRY GUYS...perhaps the new job and new enviroment more suit for you...

i was just very tired...
sorry people,
i just not in the right mood after all...

I JUST CANT HELP >.<
Forgive me...
Forgive me.......

jimmy text me around 1045am, told me that he was in Changi Airport...
11am...he gave me a call...jus to say bye...
he asked me when will i be back to Singapore,
i told him dec..hopefuly this dec i will get to see all of you...

yup...
go for review this morning...
well, result show me improvement...
but still need to take ubat...
they wanted to add mg...
lucky something show positive and i need not to change mg...

they want me to buy the tool to check up weekly by my own...
mummy even said need to check daily...
wondering how many finger i shd have...
every each of my finger need to be suffered lots if doing daily...
althought jus a tiny hole..bit still damn painful...

oh well...
anyway, still a good news for me after 21days...
and will be seeing the funny guy again after 30days...
5th Nov 2008 930am....had date with him...

and hey...
i was very paisei jus now when meiyee text me to tell me
they all will be coming for dinner in my restaurant this saturday..
guess what i had did?i reply the wrong msg to wrong person..
i miss save the number of maekei to yinfun contact...
OMG...lucky my fren all is fine..if not then...lol...
and now maybe maekei will come too...
so i might be able to see 1 big group of fren this sat...
well looking forward sia....hmmm...

and RachelTanHuiSian,
when will you be back???
>.<

LOVE <33333333

Denmark in the evening ^^

scene...
recently i was crazy to find those beautiful scene online,

seem like bringing me all over the world to find a peaceful and nice place to rest...

yarh...maybe jus too tired...

lots of those beautiful scene..

hongkong, thailand, vietnam, london, denmark...

jus seeking for those island, beach...

sunrise and sunset i love the most...

well,

falling sick... >.<

going back for follow up tmr...

hope that i need no ubat anymore...

wish me luck...

and racheltanhuisian...

i miss~~~~~you much sia... >.<

LOVE<33333333

I AM FKING ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DIN OWN YOU ALL A LIVE....
DUN EVER GIVE ME THAT KIND OF FKING FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN ONG YONG TECK!!!!!!!!!!!!
hope you enjoying ur day!!!

hx: life suck...
No matter how suck is ur life...
No matter now or future...
Move on people, never stop and stay...
No and nothing gain...
Cheers up girls...
can always talk (text me i mean) to me if u wan...
i will always lend you my listening ears...

and rach...
sounds wrong...
waiting to take over your >.< burden as per promised...
and i always there...in a corner of ur HEART...

i met sw this morning
went to hospital with him for check up
i saw the wound of his hand...
heart was pain...
and i wondering desmond's situation...
my heart aching b4 seeing him...
what will happen if i see him?

well....
getting late...
heart getting weaker and weaker...
headache attacting me as well...
good nite people...

LOVE<3333333

my heart almost stop jumping...
had broken onece yesterday when sw told me he cut his hand
and 6 niddle mark will follow him forever..
yet today receive a msg from kathy around 19.50
saids that desmond get into an accident and now lying in ICU

OMG...my heart really pain and damn fking pain...
his right arm cant move at all, yet his face...
i dunno...i dunno what else i can do for him..
i was far away...i jus cant help...

des, please be strong and get well soon...
i wan to see you when i back on Dec...
give me a great hug when i back, as my birthday present for this year...
dun forget ya!!!!!

i jus cant be strong anymore...
Nan know me well in store...
we know each other 2.5month
but she understanding me the most...

she told me, karen...if u wan to cry...later finish work, Nan sit down with you...
we have a good talk, then you can cry...
dun control...cry out...she even pass me tisu...
well, my tears are to shy to come out...
they always in my heart...
anyway, thank you Nan...

i really happy to have you as sister...
she even call me Darling...
well....she my 1st Thailand sister...

people,
please take care yourself...
although i was far away, yet i can sense it...
jus a sense of mine...whenever you happy or sad...

LOVE <33333

blue roses!!! thanks Eugene!!!
this wad Eugene buy for Wataru...eeyyeeerrr...

i wan this too... >.<

and rachel...HongKong night view at The Peak...
NIce??

thank you Eugene for the BLue roses...

i shared it with Nan and Yaw..

and only lady will get the roses...and on behalf of them, i say

THANK YOU!!

after came back from Genting,

i realise that i really looking forward to go travel with you again,

i was planning my Dec holidays...

although you only having a short and busy holidays...

spending fews days time with me should not become a big prob for you

i think...unless...something happen...

haha....

well....

tired...going off soon people...

good nite...

LOVE <333333333333

feeling tired tired and tired!!!!!!!!!!!
29th and 30th sept, tot can went of by 7pm, yet big bosses all came...
stay and help till 930pm for both day...
come back for opening agian on 1st and 2nd...
wad the hell...full week doing opening..
thanks to Byran Ong Yong Teck!!!
enjoying his whole week closing shift and YET LATE to work!!!!!

pissed and really pissed off with him..
30th Sept, 1st time i saw my boss Yep throw his temper sia..
he wack the tray to the bar and the tray broke into pieces...
and he said to me : you go tell him to f*** off...i dun wan see his face...
get him home NOW!!!!
fews second later he said : nvm, i will get boss to talk to him...

well, one of my big bosses tap on my shoulder praise me for taking care of the restaurant..
hee...feel surprice...as i din ever see thier faces before and they know who am i...
well, is maybe i am the only female manager here barh...
jus feel good...

1st Oct...
damn tired to rush for those paper work for month end,
yet rush at night!!!!!!!!!
jus feel like going to die...
lunch at 2pm dinner at 11pm...
die of hungry >.<
and almost forget my ubat...
thanks to S.W..he remind me..thanks dear...

KeXin drop by my restaurant yestday,
to pass me a "bomb"...OMG!!!
the dinner held 2days before my day..
haha...finally got excuss to OFF on Saturday again...weeee...

well well well,
people... hope that you all enjoying holiday for Hari Raya..
i hope that i can too...
yup, i can...but only enjoy working with all those 'chicken, duck and monkey!!!'

and rach, hx, ju, meow, des, tw, jimmy, jiahui...
damn miss you all... >.<

LOVE <3333333