today was the 12th day of my working day..

ya, non-stop...and guess wad...

i working nite shift all the time..

from 2pm -3am...

my normal working shift in 6pm to 3am..

but seen i am new..i take time to do my closing..

and i finish it always 4am..

having fun with the kids when working..

seriously is reminding me while working with you all..

and seriously i miss life in SG..

my area mgr told me,

they are plaining to extend their busniess to SG..

and wait and see..i will be the 1st to go...

*but dunno whether am i still welcome to be back??*

well, life still going on...

still with my medication...

mama getting better...

baba still strong..but look old...

the 2 little kiddo getting naughty...

sisters still pretty...

life always moves on...

and i still missing you...

i need to let out...

just feeling heart pain..

nobody can help me..

and i knw it all cos by my own..

i won blame for other..

only blame for own..

blame myself for breaking promise..

blame myself for being so busy body..

blame myself for letting this friendship broken into pcs..

ya..if i did nothing, it won be happen...

and i am so dumb...

i know your decision..

well...thank you (=

and SORRY...

*i hope that you will understand 1day..

i never regret to have you in my life,

do take good care and i know you will..*

All The Love In The World- The Corrs

Im not looking for someone to talk to
Ive got my friends, Im more than ok
Ive got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but its not all they say
Still I believe
Im missing something real

I need someone who really sees me

Chorus:

Dont wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know its for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world

I've often wondered if loves an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I cant criticize it - I have no hesitation
My imagination just stole me away
Still I believe Im missing something real
I need someone who really sees me

Chorus

Loves for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me
And I wont wake up alone anymore
Still believing youll walk through my door
Youll reach for me and I'll know its for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world(dont wanna wake up alone)...

yupp..damn tired...

todae is the 1st day my outlet open for business..

and officially my new chapter was open..

life back to similiar with McD...

but the only different was..i no longer there...

yup..staffs here all youngster...

make me feel young of cos...

they like to play around...

jus like you... (=

i was all the while there..

reading all ur mood and feeling..

but i cant figure out...

and found that i had lost...

maybe what i had done was wrong..

but these wasnt what i want..

i care bout you, and of cos i care bout ppl surround you..

cos i never ever want to see you sad..

and now i knew it...

I WAS WRONG...and there was no way to reverse back...

nothing was replied no matter what i do..

i told myself not to let go..

and i won...cos i know...

i love you...and i really do...

doent matter if the world had changed...

i will still there..standing at the same point..

jus to wait...

and jus for you...

i off for this whole week..

thinking my blog also same as me..

well, spending the whole week at home..

wake up 630am and go jogging with mummy...

monday stay at home...

tuesday return uniform and shopping at The Curve...

wednesday see mr.hew and stay at sister's shop...

thursday stay at home...

friday follow daddy and mummy to Klang...

saturday out with wenyng, to Sungai Wang Plaza,

and also Pavilion..dinner at Pepper Lunch..

and Salmon pepper rice was choosen by me..

taste )=

with cheese, but no cheese taste...

and todae sunday...

start work!!!!!

back to new outlet around 12pm,

start cleaning....till 7pm jus now..

den nothing to do le...

the project manager ask me go back, 

cos nothing need to be done le..

hahha...will in tmr 10am...

wish me good luck...

Happy Mother's Day...

yupp...second day off relaxing at home..
but is sort like going out here and there..
but most of the time with dady mummy
and also my 2 little nephews...

yupp...hahahah...happy happy but tired tired.. >.<

thank you kathy for helping me to change the blog skin
and also the song...

hahah...
ur ah jie me, damn nasty rite??
hehehe

Artist: Natalie

Song: Love You So

Lyrics :

Ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh

From the minute that you got my attention

I was taken and I have to mention

I was trying to not let it show But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go

From the way that you came right to me

Looking all hot with the style that threw me

No one would've ever known it

You would be the one who take this heart and hold it

You got that extraordinary way

Got to be next to ya every single day

You do something that I just can't explain

Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so

Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go

Yeah

Do you know it

Ooh, I love you so

Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go

I just want you to know

You can san say anything you want to

No stress 'cause I understand you

We got a vibe you can't define

Want everyone know that boy is mine

We won't fight and stop and stare at the way you hold me

You take me there at times I feel I lose control

Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding

You got that extraordinary way

Got to be next to ya every single day

You do something that I just can't explain

Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so

Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go

Yeah

Can you feel it

Ooh, I love you so

Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go

I just want you to know

Please know this I'll always be right here

And you don't have to look

Nowhere else babe

Don't think for a minute

This love will change

Oh you should know that

Ooh, I love you so

Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go

Yeah

Can you feel it

Ooh, I love you so

Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go

I just want you to know

Ooh, I love you so

Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go

Yeah

Can you feel it

Ooh, I love you so

Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go

I just want you to know

wee...happy happy...
finally i can go...
and without seeing those ppls anymore...

but yay,
i will miss my staffs...
todae the last day in JayaOne,
i like superstar...
keep photo-ing...
shd post up photo when i freeee~~~

tmr,
last day and really the last day in Fireman...
and i will at The Curve...
seeing my daddy and mummy...
and some staffs...
and this chapter close...

17th May,
the brand new chapter will be open again...
wait and see...

and i miss you all...
>.<

i am asking for early release from current company...

perhaps it approve and my last wking day will be this friday...

new company had call me and ask if i can start wk early..

i given them the date of 16th...

cos seriously i need a break...

anyway, they agreed...

well, for other, i might be lucky enough to get a job so soon..

and yupp...this wad i think also...

and i hope everything will be smooth...

i had talk to Andrea yesterday..

a good talk...we learning from each other...

but yeah...we really get to learn lots of thing from others..

it depend re u willing to do so...

if u can notice,

every single talk, chit chatting, 

for sure u will get to learn something...

see how u 'take' it...

and i realise that he was a scared loose guy..

and he really a loser...

hey, loser...

wait and see...i will be back...

but not for revenge...jus be patient...

i looking at my may schedule...

and yes...i only work till 15th..

what a good news...

i dunno whether is my problem or what..

it seem like everywhere i work 

having the similiar problem..

sometimes i really lost..

really cant find the way out..

i like keep repeating the thing..

repeat, repeat and repeat...

arghhhhh...when will it stop?