i really had pissed off by my Mynmar staffs now a days...
now then i realise that i cant threat them as threat my crews and casts in Singapore...
i believed in myself never threat people bad all over my working life,
but it seem like....well, perhaps thing and situation always goes opposite...

i never owe them a living,
same as they never owe me anything...
i always there when they asked for help,
and i never say NO...cos i sort like pity them came far away to earn money...
i experienced these situation, when family and friends not around..
helpness, loney, sad...
i had tried my very best i can say...

sometime i think back what had Jean told me,
i should not be too close with staffs, co-workers...
regret now but useless...
from today onwards,
everything from them, every request from them i will say NO and only NO
nothing other then that...

my heart was died...
totally died...
i am so tired to trust people...

dun ever come near me...
i feeling terrible....