i dun like the way you work..
seriously dun like...
yes, u re the ex-chief...head of the kitchen...
but doesnt mean you can take charge on floor as well..
i am the person who shd take care of my floor...
i know and understand that floor operation was related to kitchen...
but still is not the way to do this...

staff happily went home cos u wanted to held a party for them...
u had invited me as well...and i promise i will be there..
but what the hell is going on and u cant enjoy the party with staff??
why must you scolded them for human mistake and error on the same day?

if u really want the staff to enjoy, and please dun even mention the mistake till the next day...
u had spoil the whole party...
ur call on last nite make me feel terrible...
and ur msg all well make me feel damn shitty!!!

every staff came back with an angry face,
moodless...and now i feel that u look same with ET...
re you ET copy??????
shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is the 1st time i blog at nite after work in year 2009...
dun ever go and think how busy am i...
in fact, i wasnt tat busy...jus no comp and no internet...
todae i finish up my thing fast, and go online now...
but nobody was there...
i can say that msn world part of my life to get connect with my frens,
my pisces, mr cancer and others even my family members...
but i cant use this to contact my grandma... )):
what a crazy thinking i having now...HELL...

i saw desmond's frenster this afternon...
and get to knw that his grandma passed away...
what the hell am i doing....
i din even notice this in my friendster update...
shit...i am so sorry bro...
sorry bout ur grandma....

well,people...
i am lost...totally lost...
could someone tell me where am i ???

Edited :

after chatting with my cousin, i realise that CNY now really different from
previous when grandma was around...
time pass really that fast and now come to the 3rd CNY without my grandma...
it really make me think a lots when cousin mention bout 'po po'...
cant even control my tears...i missed her...

heart aching...
bleeding....i wonder why ppl can treat their parents like nothing...
old folks home, izit the only place we can go after old ???
not even a place that can stay with our own kinds ??

i saw these when i pay my father's god mother a visit at the old folks home...
she now aledi 89years old...she stay there cos her daugther got no time to take care
of her and of cos she willing to stay there, cos they hired a nurse to take care
of her...she feel happy...

read these :

当我老了，不再是原来的我，
请理解我，对我有点耐心。
当我把菜汤洒到自己衣服上时，当我忘记如何系鞋带时，
请想一想我是如何的耐心的教你。
当我一遍又一遍的重复你早已听腻的话时，
请耐心的听我说，不要打断我，
你小时候，我不得不重复那个讲过千万遍的故事来哄你入睡。
当我需要你帮我洗澡时，
请不要责骂我，记得小时候我千方百计地哄你洗澡的情形吗？
当我对新事物不知所措时，
请不要嘲笑我，想想当初我怎么耐心的回答你每一个“为什么”
当我双脚疲倦而无法行走时，
请伸出你有力的双手来扶我，就像你小时候学走路时，我扶你那样。
当我忽然忘记我们谈话的主题，
请给我一点时间让我会想，因为其实对我来说，
谈些什么都不重要，只要你能在一旁听我说，
我就很高兴了。

and these are all those word in old ppl hearts...
get it ???

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CNY mood is getting fade...
since the day i had start work...
jus the 3rd day of CNY i had started to scold ppl liao...
i was trying to avoid it all the while..
but really cant...cos they really pissed me off....

working make my life like hell...
i should be happy as the sales was getting better...
but it let me feel like hell..
when ppl start making mistake, wrong order, extra charge...
what the hell...and damn it...i am so tired till i din ever took my med
and i jus slep like tat....

this morning another tired morning for me to wake up...
915am...hahah..i still can make it on time...
well....wondering tonite what will happen again...

i wanted to have a movie...
movie movie movie...
but my schedule was too full......
arghhhhh.....

i am terrible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
terrible tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
terrible moodless!!!!!!!!!!
)):

my arlam rang 8.45am...
i was too tired and too lazy to wake up...
i press and snooze it...
till 9.15am...MUS wake up...
i was like pulling myself, forcing myself...
WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP!!!!!!

arghh....last nite work like hell...
full house, yet no enough staff...
well, i ran up and down like mad sia...
i can imagine how is the restaurant during my 4days off...

i swear i won let fireman stand at the food counter
he mess up the whole operation sia...
last nite order all messed up by him...
wrong order...wrong table...customer complains...
WTH....shitty fireman...

up till now my eye still cant fully open up..
although cup of coffee front of me...
perhaps i can rest a while...
zZzZzZzzzZZZzZZZ....

i not only miss my pisces and mr cancer...
yet i love them too.. <333

these all taken from Ipoh...relaxing huh ?

step back to office todae,
and really in a DAMN BIG MESS...
WORLD WAR III ???!!!!!

oh well...
still need to move on...
clearing all the stupid mess took me an hour..
paper work...bank in slip...
bills...invoices...

i still in holiday mood...
dady mummy and windy will be going to Cameron later...
Max, Christine and Wilson headed to Langkawi this early morning..
Teresa resting at home and Karen stuck in the office >.<" i miss my pices...
really misssssssssssss....
and mr.cancer ....
i miss you too....

i am back to post...
HAPPY OX Year...

drove 3hours from KL to Ipoh...
whole family back to Ipoh on Eve..
well, damn tired cos i am the only driver in my car..
brother in dady's car...

EVE NITE
having a 'Cai Shen Fa Hui' at 11pm...
ended at 1am...hope tat i really get to a better year...

1st CNY
ehhmmm...nothing much to do..
go to my anuty house...
den go eat and eat and eat...

2ns CNY
ehhhmmmm....
still same, go to uncle house...
eat and eat and eat..
nothing much to do...
and took 4hours to come back to KL
cos jammed...
inagine, highway JAMMED!!!!

sound like very bored...
but is relaxing and enjoying...
i took some nice scene of IPOH...
but cant post it now...cos i really very tired...
but i will be doing it tmr...

love ya

well, one more day to CNY liao..
wee...going back to Ipoh tmr...
yet pack... >.<
mummy nagging..hahahaha

oh ya, i won be able to blog for the come few days...
but i will come back to tell u all wad happen to me for these few days..
only will post when i back from Ipoh..

yuppp...i dye my hair...
copper colour...reddish...
buy now look VERY shining...
look bit weird...
lol....perhaps the colour will be better after few times wash...

hahahahahahahah....
shopping again todae...
i realised tat shopping with my nephew is damn tiring
he wan ppl to hug him, pull us to here and there...
buy thing half way and say : i wan BATMAN...
Haixxxx...hahahah...anw i still get my thing...
get pair of jeans and psc of shirt..
well....this year cant spend much...
cos i had spend 150RM for my darling's window...

well........
the only wish now for me....
HAVE A GREAT YEAR OF OX...
please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cos i cant take it any more

HAPPY CNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well, i tot wednesday is the most shitty day..
yet yesterday one more shitty day...

wake up in the morning, helping mum to paint the wall..
den meeting christine at 11am...
while on my way to her shop lots...
i met 2 road busterd....
alomst caughht into road accident...
WTF............
but still lucky tat nothing happen larh...

well, went to KLIA to fetch Windy and William...
and i notice that, everytime i enjoying to pick ppl up from airport..
but not sending ppl off from airport...

giving mum a big surprise for Windy's arrival...
having a great dinner tgt with family, without Max...
but yupppp......
we will having family dinner coming Saturday...

hey people....
2more days, CNY liao...
enjoy~~

edited:
i damn fxxxing suay!!!!!!!!!!!!
car window on the driver side was broken by those MF...
was broken by rock...
i think shd be those ppl who get hired to cut grass de barh...
year of RAT...really damn suay....
spending extra money for it again...
i drove the car back using my god feeling, cos i totally cant see right side car...
damn dangerous in fact...
ha, but still i am safe and home now...
but my poor car... >.<
haixxxxx.........

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okie well, todae 21th...
day after todae i will get to see Windy...
yupp....
damn tired...from the moment i step into the outlet,
the phone was not stopped ringing...
argh...

maybe wad u say is right...
but i never think tat before...
cos he owe me nothing...
there is no right or wrong...
so..hahaha...i will make sure i life well...
and i hope that you too my dear...

sickening sickening sickening...
feel sickening when i see fireman...
argh....dun even feel like talking to him..
WTH is going on..

2009 jus started 20days back..
seem like people around me wasnt that smooth doing everything..
including myself...nothing seem good...

sometimes i need a cry badly..
but i dunno why i cant...

business hours extended...11am to 11pm..
tiring and damn tiring..
well, i must get used to it asap...

To My Pisces...
this week might not be a good week for you,
as facing lots of emo prob, which came frm wk, study...
try to adjust the way to handle it, and it will be better soon...

as for Scopio...
this not a good week either...
facing lots of stupid stress from wk...
but try ur very best, it will overcome soon...

well, we both work hard together barh..

they decided to change the operation to buffet style...
start Monday...is like WHAT THEY WANT THEY WANT IT TO BE DONE IMMEDIATLY!!!!
they never think bout the operation flow...
they never think bout the margin...
they never think bout the manpower...
and this what they want!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dunno what will going to be happen coming monday...
and i not dare to think bout it...
jus do what ever they ask...
and jus do it silent...

i will going to see a fortune teller tmr...
is the 1st time i going to see these ppl...
never happen ever since i see this world..
perhaps this guy can comfort me down by telling me the future of mine for 2009??

received memo this moring..
Lee, designated as Acting Restaurant Manager...
well, is true is power of control had increased...
but i happy for him, yet sad for him too...

Acting RM= a term that always been using when the restaurant operation running without a RM
and they use this acting RM just to make people confuse...
hahaha...why i say so?
ACTING mean not real...
he not going to be promoted as this early, but he need to do all those RM job..hey, dun forget the pay still the same...but work load will be billion of ton...
this is wad i feel sad for him...

i happy for him, cos my opinion, he had waited for this post ever since Yep had gone...
but yuppp....there good and bad bro...
later you will find out more...

as for me, i check with HR ppl...ha, my probation still got 1month to go...
WTH....this is the 1st F&B company that following office probation period.
well, after confirm then i will calculate back total AL of mine...
and i will use it for interview...

i had missed 2 chances liao....
>.<

i sort like pissed off this evening when lee told me restaurant open as usual during CNY...

i like WTF...at 1st say close..after all the planning then they say open as usual...

lee said is okie for me to take my day off as the 1st planning schedule..

but honestly i feel not that good...but i have no choice!!!!

windy come back far away from UK...

then if i not get to off as per planning..then i will be at home alone after that...

cause they had done their planning like going out den only bee home on the 9th of CNY...

argh....i hack care now...i still follow my planning...

off on 24th Jan till 27th Jan..

there are no more reason for me to stay in this company.

hey hey...i am off todae but i am out for the whole day...
a great morning of mine...after many months of visit...
and finally this time i get something better...
but i admit i play cheat...i fasting for the whole night and even more den 12hours...
he also knw...but he say still a good news...

well, after the appointment...i go salon..to cut and colour my hair...
but yuppp...me and sister only manage to cut our hair and colouring will be done next week...
oh well, i was palnning to make my hair curly...
but at the end...i change my mind...
hahahah...i dun wan to look old den...

after hair cut, we went to Sungai Wang Plaza with mum...
we go shopping...den teresa meet us at shopping center den...
mum bought dad 2pcs of Baleno de polo shirt...
mum bought few psc of cloths as well...
christine and teresa also get their stuff...
but not me...hahahah...nvm...nvm...there always time to have new cloth..

there was 1 thing i ned to mention here...
i received a call from Singapore recuit company...
haha...when ask me back for interview, i cant make it tat early...
yupp....nvm...there are always chances there....

and now...
feeling tired...
hahahahah.......i am going of to bed...

love everyone..

the restaurant now is opening CNY song...
seem like CNY really here...
hahahh....HIGH!!!!!!!
*remark: u see me high now, later i will be like damn shity down..hahah

i dunno how to explain it..
just feeling great and damn great when i listen to CNY song..
although no 'bao zu' , no firework...
no all kind of sweet drink, no all kind of CNY biscuit,
only peanut, chinese tea, or maybe very lucky that i only can have a cup of
IPOH OLD TOWN WHITE COFFEE (kosong)
but yupppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!
i still love CNY...
is like a date and the only date that the whole family can hav a BIG gathering..
and hey people, only once in a year....

lalalallalalala
CNY CNY CNY!!!!!!!!

Edited :

i was like so free and so bored till i can go read ppl's blog form Jan 2008
till the updated date...
OMG!!! i think there won be anyone just like me...
doing that CRAZY thing...
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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feel regret to back to Curve todae..
sort like very very boring...
from open till now totally no sales...
wondering till close also no sales den this will be a record..

ppl tell me this restaurant need times to build up sales...
as i told tat person, sales can be build up anytime...
but the mgnt based weak...not strong...
he say, give them some times..
i wondering how many more times they need?
6days? 6 months? or 1 year?
bosses in the company nowaday like hack care le...

well...lets see how barh...
perhaps everything as he say...

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BORED!!!!!!!!! >.<

argh....CNY coming CNY coming...
den...runny nose!!!!!
hahah....anyway, althought i am fine,
during new year i also cannot eat this cannot eat that,
cannot drink this, cannot drink that...
make no differences lorh...
but, still.......I DUN WAN FALL SICK!!!!

well, i was shock last nite...
i saw Elvis... (Cat King??)
ehs, a customer jus look like Elvis....de hairstyle...
i will post the pic up soon...ehmm...tuesday nte?!

went for seafood yesterday after work...
wow!!!! we went o starhill b4 eat...
BIG BIG LOBSTER...
BIG BIG PRAWN....
O.o pic will be up soon too...

den guess wad on our table?
CRAB....PRAWN....and MUSSEL...
tasty...yummy....ehs...
we not eating at StarHill,
but somewhere near there...
like those hawker center, but the food there really damn good...
and 4 of us only sped 125RM there...worth!!!!!

but tired todae,
cos of late sleep and Glu**** get higher i think...
lol...yuppp... hahah

the last msg he send to me :

sw: no matter what, we still can be fren...must take care well ya...
i : oki, thanks...you too

the chapter of attached life end...

well,
rest for 2days, (1day MC)..
i suppose tat i can rest and only rest at home..
yet still feeling tired.. >.<
jus like never had enough off for me...

it seem like lots of thing i want it to be done in year 2009...
for me ? hahah...no no...
for somebody, someone that important to me...

sort like trying to arrange a dinner for someone who craving for long time ??
sort like trying to arrange an outing for someone wanted to have so much fun ??
sort like trying to make people around me happy and smile always ??
ops....tw....i will be taking over you worh...hahahah...

nothing for myself ?
hmmmm...let me think...
hahah...yuppp...
there something that you all can do for me maybe ??

BE HAPPY ALWAYS AND I WILL BE HAPPY den....
EASY ??? ((:

after all these are the msg that he send to me :

sw: are you sick
i : ya.no worry
sw: wad happen? u get cold? when ?
i : nothing.no worry
sw: then okie, you take care.

few hours later...
sw: jus wan to tell you that i miss you.
sw: dunno whether are you missed me ? wad you had think bout me?
i : one word. Disappointed.
sw: either me feel disapponted on you.
i: then good.

i sick for receiving his msg from now onwards...
he really never go and think about what is going on...
rach is giving each other 2weeks times...
now i am glad that i never ever give him time...
it might not be fair to him, but wad is the point that if i gave him time?

i had talk to daddy and mummy bout the thinking of mine,
going back to SG...
i was surprise tat mummy never object me...
she said as long as i happy,
can covered my expenses...then everything will be fine...

i told her my plan, i told her bout rachel...
i told her bout the company...
and i told her bout job hunting...

and my frens are supporting me..
y.fun even promise to help me to ask on Sakae Sushi...
i feel great...
maybe they knw me, see me throught that i wasnt that happy in msia..

seriously, i wasnt happy here...
and jus like racheltanhuisian...
I WANNA CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*TW, i need you to talk cock with me...recovered fast...
ha, and i need to cure the fxxxing stupid virus in my stomach...
DAMN suffering!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was rather sad last nite..
sort like emo-ing...
the more i know, the more i jammed...
i rather i dun know anything...
they having scoccer game after work.
we went mamak, drink and talk cock..
talk cock session wasnt really tat 'talk cock',
talking bout company...
blablabla....till 3.00am

seriously i was so tired to heard bout this and that...
well, there something good happen yesterday..
job application from SG got news..
asking me back on 29th Jan for interview,
but i cant...cos..hhmmm...ya, i dun hav leave, and yet discuss with parent either..
well, is always a chance there...

pray hard that better nothing happen during CNY period,
i really phobia...and really scared it will keep on repeating again and again...

and SHIT!!!
i having bad gastric now!!! >.<
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okie, the stupid gastric really killing me...
i dunno or even dunno wad the hell is going on..
i waited lee back to outlet then go for my 1st meal..
few hours later i throw it out again..
sort like never been disgested..
now with the empty stomach again...
hope i can be home as soon as possible...

miss mummy cooks...
which can warm my stomach...

You guys are the most incompatible people in the world.
You are so strong,physically and mentally.
You often have big-aims.
You will work hard and will think it's still hard to get there, even if you already have gottenthere! Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have to fight in life.
You are respected by others.
You were however very naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries.
But when you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho type.
Love is not an easy matter for you.
You are however good in engineering or banking jobs because people always trust you.
Your family life is very good, but you will always worry over your children.
Your finer qualities are that you are humanitarian,patient, very wise & compassionate.
You are born to achieve targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice.
You are a role model for everyone.

i get this from facebook, when i type in my birth date...
well, how true is it ???
anyone there can tell me ???

i received this from my fren last nite...

a pic taken 10years back...

3 out of 6 of this group had married...

time pass damn fast...

and i notice that i look dumb dumb 10years back...

i wondering am i dumb after 10years??

and such a lame post we had...hahahah...

i shd intro them here...so that won get confuse then...

1. Wendy Lee YoonChee ( just married Jan'09 )

2. Jass Chong SeeWai ( married with 2kids... >.< )

3. Kuan ChinLing

4. Christine Lee MaeKei ( just married Dec'08 )

5. Lau LaiLing

6. Karen Ling PeyYoong

3,5,and 6 are wondering when to get married...hahahhahah...

i think i am totally crazy for posting todae..
this is the 3rd post i posted todae...

and yeah!!!
my sister from UK is coming back for this CNY...
and sort like finally our family get together for reunion dinner after 5years...
and i REALLY HAPPY....
jus like i finally wait till tat day liao...
and, my tear...feel coming out...
and she bought me CK Eternity Moment [pink]...
OMG....

22th Jan....looking forward...

ngman by Page Paint



Hey all, check it out what inside!!

i was thinking lots jus now when i heard a song...
i dunno who the singer, even the title of the song...
but jus like sudddenly i feel good listen to it...

well, i cant get to type in chinese word in this stupid office comp...
if not then you will see the lyric then...
is so meaningful...althought it sound bit sad then...

i shd find out the tilte and the singer then post again...

i love this song and falls on it...seriously...

* i wondering is there any guys can really do this...and i know someone over there really make it*

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okie, finally lyric process done!!!
and i get the title and singer too...

Title : 那就这样吧!
Singer : PowerStation (Dong Li Huo Che)

不要哭了嘛！该哭的人是我吧！
你都坦白爱上了他，我有什么办法？
我也同意啦！既然已提出想法。
我们不要拖拖拉拉，就从明天开始吧！

那就这样吧，再爱到曲终人散了，
那就分手吧，再爱都无须挣扎，
不要再问我，真舍得拱手让他，
你走吧，到了记得要给我通电话。

那就这样吧，再爱都要SAYONARA，
再给抱一下，吻一吻你的长发，
不要再哭啦，快把眼泪擦一擦，
这样吧，再爱我有缘的话。

不要哭了嘛！该哭的人是我吧！
你都坦白爱上了他，我有什么办法？
我也同意啦！既然已提出想法。
我们不要拖拖拉拉，就从明天开始吧！

那就这样吧，再爱到曲终人散了，
那就分手吧，再爱都无须挣扎，
不要再问我，真舍得拱手让他，
你走吧，到了记得要给我通电话。

那就这样吧，再爱都要SAYONARA，
再给抱一下，吻一吻你的长发，
不要再哭啦，快把眼泪擦一擦，
这样吧，再爱我有缘的话。

快去把东西收拾一下，再嚎下去都同样啦！
这里的钥匙你先留着吧，万一有东西，假如你有东西忘了拿。

那就这样吧，再爱到曲终人散了，
那就分手吧，再爱都无须挣扎，
不要再问我，真舍得拱手让他，
你走吧，到了记得要给我通电话。

那就这样吧，再爱都要SAYONARA，
再给抱一下，吻一吻你的长发，
不要再哭啦，快把眼泪擦一擦，
这样吧，再爱我有缘的话。

i realise now a day i get hurts very easy..
this morning saw 2cuts on my fingers...
i din even notice yesterday during closing...
dun ever ask me when and where i get the cuts...
hahah...i dunno...

and it seem like getting long long time to recover..
i worried...i really worried bout it...
and it always give me a new mark on it...sometime i jus hate to see this...

cecilia case always keep floating in my mind..
she lost her leg...
rach told me cos she din took any medicine and never control diet..
and lead her till this bad condition...
rach told me it won be happen on me...
perhaps...cecilia jus like 10years older than me if i not wrong...
nowaday anything will happen...
it jus too hard for me to get it off of my mind..

and jus now a funny thing happen...
when fireman and my thai staff get to knw i back to single,
they were like so happy...
haha...they come to me and purpose to me sia...
CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but yupp...they worry bout me and jus to make me smile again...
and hey guys...thanks...i am fine and really fine enough...

i not that weak okie...
and hahaa...i will going to break the law of racheltanhuixian tonite agian...
best friend wedding dinner..and for sure i cant excuse from drinking wine...
but i PROMISE to cut down...reallly cut down..
cos need to drive home, and is not near...quite far...hahah

enjoy the 1st weekend of year 2009 my beloved...
and smile always....

oh hai...
happy new year...
well, having lots of fun last nite during staff new year's party...

drank lots too...
oh well, although feel blur while going home, but yupp...
i still manage to drive home...

jus updated my online resume in JobStreet...
and send out an application...
and yarh..wait and see...but i will try more later then...

i feel lighter...lighter after 28th Dec 2008
and yarh, i am happy...but sometimes emo...
but...okie...i will be fine...

and now my turn to lost voice )):
feeling dry and cough coming soon...
need cough medicine..but only can take pills derh...
i think i shd have get some cough medicine from my handsome doc during check up on coming 14th Jan...jus in case...hahaha

and, the law of racheltanhuixian jus stop me from taking alcoholic drink and liquer...
oh well, yarh...i knw...is for my own good...and i need to take more rest too...
feeling damn sleply...and damn tired...

and yupp... i miss SINGAPORE~~