Saturday, February 28, 2009

6 days more, i can put down all those stupid matter...
and really enjoy and relax...and of cos seeing my love too [=
hmmm...i was thinking i won be that relax,
cos i need to drive all along...
ling, are you going to take turn of driving too??
and maybe ask rachel to drive?hahahaah...

yesterday was fine,
my love sms me..told me she had clear up half of the cupboard,
but still lots of thing there...hmmm...ask me how...
hmmm...i dun need lots of space i think...lets see how...

i suppose to join eugene last nite for badminton game..
hmmm...jus feel lazy...den i bang seh...hahaha
and now i owe him a vege meal...shit....
well...i know he is a nice guy, so can bang seh again...hahahah

and and and, my leave balance from Sept08 till Feb09= 6days...
but but but, from March till Dec 09, i only entitle 8days...
i hope i won need to take any leave from this company soon...

Thursday, February 26, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIN LING!!!!

enjoy ur trip? hope you have a GREAT Bday...
love ya <3

March schedule done...
people, i am off from 6th to 11th...
and i dun care whether my AL approved or not...
i will still take it...cos seriously i need a BREAK...
a BREAK now can really make me relax...

march coming and your bday jus around the corner...
i am sorry that i'm not able to be there,
but i know someone there to celebrate with you...
so jus enjoy ur big big day...and i will see you later...

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

off day always make me feel peacefull...
but todae off day bit suffer...
wake up early morning 6.45am...
go HUM with sister together with the little piggy nephew...
for his follow up...

well, had been long time i never wake up tat early..
wow...after came back and i slep for 4hours... >.<

ha...i dunno what to blog le...
but people, i can tell you all...
i feeling better...todae...
perhaps everyday...

love <33
happy birthday SEE WEN LI...

hahah...although u won get to read my blog, but still wish you a happy birthday!!
love you always...muackssss

when i 1st knew SEE TONG WAI...i was thinking this guy surname...
will it be same as my best fren in msia...
hahaha...answer is YES....
and now in my life, there are 2persons surname SEE...
2persons name RACHEL, both surname 陈, but different in English...
RACHEL TAN, and RACHEL CHAN...and they all my family members...
no matter what...i love them...

and good night ppl...

i miss you lots...miss talk to you,
play with you, shopping with you,
movie with you, drink with you,
everything with you.......

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

i dunno the thing i did it is rite or wrong...
i jus try my luck...
asking her for help actually is damn risking...
but i have no choice, i need to help myself...
perhaps she can really help me out...
cos it too sensetive...

weather geting worse here...
raining for the whole day...
but seriously, i rather rain then a big hot sun...

and i am too tired for work...
i need my break...and i need my leave...
i jus wan to stop thinking for work,
jus 5days...5days....
GOD, please granted my request...

i need a REST..........

Monday, February 23, 2009

Edited :

khai was talking to me jus now...
khai said lee asked him a question ysetreday...

'you rather your staff dun like you, or your boss dun like you?'

haha...what kind of stupid question?
khai ask for my opinion,
and this my answer...

boss like you cos u can bring in the sales for the restaurant,
but if staff hate you, u won get anything from your boss...
you know why?

staff, the person who serve your customer,
boss, the person that will love you much if your get to grap as much
sales as you can...
if u treat your staff in a good way and your staff like you,
and i can say 100% your boss love you like crazy
(no matter u a guy or lady )
but if you din get any support form your staff, and treat them like hell...
and i can tell you 101% your boss will hate you like shit
(no matter how handsome or how pretty you are )

try to figure it out...
this might not be agreed by all of you...
but try and stand on ppl shoes,
think....is a cycle...

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i think this incident really affected me lots...
cant cheer up at all...when i see his face ...
SHIT >.<

Sunday, February 22, 2009

finally i let it out todae,
in front of my sister...
perhaps everything will be better from monday...

lots of thing came into my mind while i drove home
and i almost pass the road that i need to be turn...
i was thinking if worse come to worse,
i will let go this job immediatly and stop working...
while waiting for offer from other...
will be temporary work at sister's company maybe...

but how long i can survive??
i really not that happy,
is NOT HAPPY AT ALL...

i really dunno what he want...
and 1 word now from me to him...
GO HELL...
wait and see......

Friday, February 20, 2009

i promise...i promise...i promise...i promise...i promise to you...

it will be end soon...
this i promise you and myself...

Thursday, February 19, 2009

feeling like being cheated!!!!!

i need a shout...........a cry............and i hug BADLY...........

i bet he know this long time ago b4 my confirmation..
he keep it all the way for not telling...
okie fine...
and from now onward i won be trusting you anymore...
and please becareful...

i am a scopio...

Monday, February 16, 2009

Yean had back to UK...
i din get to send her off...
just manage to talk to her when she on her way to airport..
well, i dun like to send ppl off either..

i need a cry badly..
cant get to count how many times in this month,
damn emo...
is anyone there for me??

Sunday, February 15, 2009

i was wondering the day of no need to work...
how will it be??

seriously tired facing those working days..
espeacially those day with thousand tons of prob...
wait...i shd mention here, is thousand tons of unnecassary de prob kkaess...

cant get to knw those people in a proper way...
they exist with those stupid power...but nothing...
really stupid....

well, windy is going back to UK tonite...
2years later then we meet...
by the time i think i will ned to busy for her wedding barh...

okie, stop here...
take care people...

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Happy Valentine day!!!!

i get these from an email send by my Mynmar Staff...
let's share...

KEEP LIFE IN PERSPECTIVE -- HANDBOOK 2009
Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E ' s -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer.
6. Play more games.
7. Read more books than you did in 2008.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
9. Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:
11. Don ' t compare your life with others ' . You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don ' t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip & " DO NOT JUDGE OR CRITICIZE OTHERS".
16. Dream more while you are awake.
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything.
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29.. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won ' t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn ' t useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come.
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy

Friday, February 13, 2009

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON THIS MONTH OF FEB???????
ANOTHER FXXXING SUMMON AGIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, February 12, 2009

i suppose got lots of thing to blog,
but when i starring at the comp, i dunno what to blog den...

well, yesterday was a tiring day..
althought i am off of work,
but i am on as a driver for my mom and sisters...

spending the whole day going here and there...
and sorry lingling...as i promise you for a movie,
but ended up i cant make it...
really sorry...

i sort like moodless...
dunno what to blog either...
maybe tmr is another day to tell you something...

nite people

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

* i dunno what will you get if you do it this way...
for me you are too much...
if u say staff musty in full uniform after punch out, so please..YOU do it 1st..
even u urself not doing this, and u wan staff to do so...
after busniess hours, all air-con will be turn off,
they scrubing thoses wok in the kitchen,
damn Fxxxing hot...if u can do this, i swear...the staff will follow...
Motor parking...haha...people park their motor front of my shop, AFTER busniess hours..
i din see any problem there...if u think is bothering you, den u go and get somebody to move it away...
you getting serious and serious...
and people getting hate and hate you...
count me in please!!*

Monday, February 9, 2009

edited :
This is the 1st full moon of year OX..
enjoy~~
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todae is the last day of CNY...
and also CHINESE VALENTINE DAY...
but it doesnt seem like everybody enjoying it...

either me, dunno what to blog...

you din tell me what happen...
but i can feel it...
i know you are sad...
but sorry i not there for you...
cheer up babe...
you know people surounding you love you so much...
it wasnt a big big deal...

Sunday, February 8, 2009


hmmm...
i realised that i actually can make it by myself...
maybe not that perfect enough...
hey boys and girls,
how the heart looks like?? yet professional i know...
hmmm....i shd try few more times...
feeling good yesterday, not that rush...
i jus dun fel like going out to the floor,
and all the time stuck in the kitchen..
but sometimes nan will ask me go out and see see...
yuppp...she know me well, and also know what is going on...
she know that i wasnt happy work here...
and i told her bout my planning to leave...
she was sad but she support me, cos she knw i really sad here..
this is what she told me: no matter where you go, me and daddy won forget you...
daddy and mummy love you so much...if we go back thailand also, we will call you...
(Nan=mummy , Pisit=Daddy - in Fireman Restaurant)
well, 1more days to the end of CNY...
Enjoy the last day of CNY...
LOVE <3

Friday, February 6, 2009

edited:

kitchen staff see me moodless todae,
and this is wad they do for me...
so lovely...and touched....

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jus now de meeting was damn bored...
i dun even understand wad the hell they wan...
sitting there with the shut down mind...
nothing to bring up either...
by gone case by gone liao...

well, jus now in the meeting...
i really thinking that asking for resign...
i like totally cant accept this kind of company...
but i dunno why i din bring it up at all..
maybe not the time yet...
waiting for Andy reply for my mail..
he told me he had send my resume to keetong...
and now i jus waiting...

may GOD bless me...
bring me away from this kind of shitty thing...

Thursday, February 5, 2009

edited:

i hate the ppl in msia now,
especially those talks alots of nonsense de...
you dun even know the concept of buffet restaurant huh??
say u re student from UM???
ur lecture din teach you?
scold ppl unless u have solid reason ?
came in 37pax, jus tell me after settle bill only 35ppl eating...
shd i believe in you?
what the hell you think you are?
student cant bare to pay that amount den you think i can???
now a day student in msia more rich then ppl who working...
student cant affort..???
what the shit you telling me???fxxx off larh...
get away from me, dun let me see u again!

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i heard this song during work...
memory flows......

hmmm....
nice song...nice lyric too...
agree??

繁星流动,和你同路
从不相识开始心接近,默默以真挚待人
人生如梦,朋友如雾
难得知心几经风暴,为着我不退半步,正是你
遥遥晚空点点星光惜惜相关,
你我那怕荆棘铺满路,
替我解开心中的孤单是谁明白我,
情同俩手一起开心一起悲伤,
彼此分担总不分我或你,
你为了我,我为了你,
共赴患难绝望里紧握你手,
朋友。。。
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND SOH!!!


i think something getting wrong agian with me...
tired and tired all the way, no matter how long i had slep...
shd i find him or not huh?
i afraid the result then if i find him...
but if not then i like dunno what to do...
darlings...shd i see him or not ??

well, finally had done march the plan...(ops, budget report yet done)
chat with andy online todae,
he ask me wan to go back SG to work,
with BK ( Burger King )...
actually i wan if there still vacancy...
cos most of those TC of Mcd had go over there...
those TC are the BEST for me...
and i had send over my resume...
once i get hired, i need to go Indonesia 44days for MDP...
this MDP= manager development programme...

hahahah..
4weeks more to meet my lady boss...
and yup...perhaps i will get the good news asap...
and i miss Singapore...

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

my hp time almost make me late like shit...
dunno wad happen it slow nearly 1hours...
lucky i still make it on time...
but spend 2.50RM to reach faster...

life in Curve really like shit...
lucky i still have my lappie with me...
can still online, can still gaming...

yup, march planner had done...
funny...now jus started month of feb, but i need to do my march planner...
cos my boss wan me to do so...hmmm...rite boss?? ((:

and i really dun get wad is going on...
my neck damn pain...
now paste it with Salonpas...
and tell you wad, i will be damn suffer when i need to remove it...
cos it had stick it tgt with some of my hair too...
wahahaha...laugh out loud..

yup...todae finish work early...
suddenly feel like, ehs...i got nothing to do even i reach home early...
tot find somebody for dinner, but seem like everyone is busy...
some more at PJ i have not much frens...
hmmmm...den dinner with powpey b4 home...

i wanted to have a movie..
and i need to go to KL area to have a movie...
damn far...and i dun feel like movie alone...
hmmm...better stay at home den...

if my boss with me den shd be very good...
at least i won get to dinner alone,
movie alone...miss you boss...

*my boss = racheltanhuisian

how many days more to 6th March?

hmmmm.....

Monday, February 2, 2009

i damn suay today...
reach home late last nite den was no more parking by road side,
den i park into parking lots front of the shop...
wake up this morning wan to go work,
hahah...extra pcs of paper there liao...RM100
SUMMON......shit shit shit!!!!!!!!!!
arh..............

and tonite after work i will go sister house to bai tian gong...
hope that tian gong bao you me, shun shun li li...
suay thing go far away from me...

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Edited :

todae much more free than last few days...
but i was tired...i had been to wenyng's house yesterday...
she was so down...and sad...haixxx...relationship prob again...
finish work then i went there to meet her...
she was having a movie with her fren b4 meeting me...
i suppose 家有喜事2009 is a comedy show...
but she say not nice... )):
maybe cos of her mood barh...

well, waited her for an hour...
chat with her sister...having supper...
and finally she was home....

talking with her till 4am...
shd have say i listen to her instead...
this scopio lady always in a bad temper...
maybe i spoke something wrong, and she suddenly yell at me...
i kept me mouth shut and continue listen to her...
and at last she notice that she had shouted to me and say sorry...
well, i knew you for many years...being tgt with u 3years more...(roomate)
i knw you well....yuppp...if is the old me, i sure get angry...i swear!!
but now de me, i feel nothing...shd say i got no more 'fire' barh...hahah

accompany her until she fall aslep...
wondering how many days she cant sleep well...
at least now she had slep...
and people, now is 2.30am...

i truely hope that she will be okie soon...
and everything will be fine....

you had touch the pain of mine which i had kept for many years...
is really too pain for me and i was avoiding for 5years...
and thank you cos i can talk to you face to face again...
hard feeling?? no longer exist..

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HAppy BirTHday!!!!!!!!

I am Damn Tired and sleeply~~~

>.< ~~