my heart almost stop jumping...
had broken onece yesterday when sw told me he cut his hand
and 6 niddle mark will follow him forever..
yet today receive a msg from kathy around 19.50
saids that desmond get into an accident and now lying in ICU

OMG...my heart really pain and damn fking pain...
his right arm cant move at all, yet his face...
i dunno...i dunno what else i can do for him..
i was far away...i jus cant help...

des, please be strong and get well soon...
i wan to see you when i back on Dec...
give me a great hug when i back, as my birthday present for this year...
dun forget ya!!!!!

i jus cant be strong anymore...
Nan know me well in store...
we know each other 2.5month
but she understanding me the most...

she told me, karen...if u wan to cry...later finish work, Nan sit down with you...
we have a good talk, then you can cry...
dun control...cry out...she even pass me tisu...
well, my tears are to shy to come out...
they always in my heart...
anyway, thank you Nan...

i really happy to have you as sister...
she even call me Darling...
well....she my 1st Thailand sister...

people,
please take care yourself...
although i was far away, yet i can sense it...
jus a sense of mine...whenever you happy or sad...

LOVE <33333