i realise now a day i get hurts very easy..
this morning saw 2cuts on my fingers...
i din even notice yesterday during closing...
dun ever ask me when and where i get the cuts...
hahah...i dunno...

and it seem like getting long long time to recover..
i worried...i really worried bout it...
and it always give me a new mark on it...sometime i jus hate to see this...

cecilia case always keep floating in my mind..
she lost her leg...
rach told me cos she din took any medicine and never control diet..
and lead her till this bad condition...
rach told me it won be happen on me...
perhaps...cecilia jus like 10years older than me if i not wrong...
nowaday anything will happen...
it jus too hard for me to get it off of my mind..

and jus now a funny thing happen...
when fireman and my thai staff get to knw i back to single,
they were like so happy...
haha...they come to me and purpose to me sia...
CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but yupp...they worry bout me and jus to make me smile again...
and hey guys...thanks...i am fine and really fine enough...

i not that weak okie...
and hahaa...i will going to break the law of racheltanhuixian tonite agian...
best friend wedding dinner..and for sure i cant excuse from drinking wine...
but i PROMISE to cut down...reallly cut down..
cos need to drive home, and is not near...quite far...hahah

enjoy the 1st weekend of year 2009 my beloved...
and smile always....