after all these are the msg that he send to me :

sw: are you sick
i : ya.no worry
sw: wad happen? u get cold? when ?
i : nothing.no worry
sw: then okie, you take care.

few hours later...
sw: jus wan to tell you that i miss you.
sw: dunno whether are you missed me ? wad you had think bout me?
i : one word. Disappointed.
sw: either me feel disapponted on you.
i: then good.

i sick for receiving his msg from now onwards...
he really never go and think about what is going on...
rach is giving each other 2weeks times...
now i am glad that i never ever give him time...
it might not be fair to him, but wad is the point that if i gave him time?

i had talk to daddy and mummy bout the thinking of mine,
going back to SG...
i was surprise tat mummy never object me...
she said as long as i happy,
can covered my expenses...then everything will be fine...

i told her my plan, i told her bout rachel...
i told her bout the company...
and i told her bout job hunting...

and my frens are supporting me..
y.fun even promise to help me to ask on Sakae Sushi...
i feel great...
maybe they knw me, see me throught that i wasnt that happy in msia..

seriously, i wasnt happy here...
and jus like racheltanhuisian...
I WANNA CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*TW, i need you to talk cock with me...recovered fast...
ha, and i need to cure the fxxxing stupid virus in my stomach...
DAMN suffering!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!