i realiase this really tiring,
i really need to think twice whatever i want,
why i been choosen by you?
jus becos of my grandmama?
and now my turn??????

you really affecting my life,
i had used to do whatever i want,
i just like terrible weak in front of you,
i wasnt me myself,
i am a strong person...but why not in front of you??
you make me weak.......

this only the 2nd day,
how i going to face you for my whole life?
i am trying to pretend myself in front of my daddy and mummy,
i knew they are worry bout me lots...
i just cant help...

sorry dad and mum,
my heart was pain and terrible pain when facing both of you,
i let you worry when i was in Singapore,
yet now i staying with you still i let you worry,
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.....