i get to collect my report todae morning 9.15am
it alomst brought me into HELL...

i only give myself for 3months
3months later it will be my destiny...

i knew it there was something wrong when i was there
but just never let myself down as infront of my dearst mummy...

she will be suffer alot becos of me for this coming 3months...

i need to control myself from taking lots of temptation...
really control....

i am so down...
almost to cry out