well, hi everyone...
i am back to blog...

i was damn tired and even din feel like blogging
but i scared i will forget wad ever i wanted to post down...

26th
day after christmas...
morning 820am sharp, i reached Changi Airport...
Desmond was aledi there...
then follow by TW and Rachel...and finally Juliana...
a great morning..i feel great by spending time with them...
noon time visit Sandy at home..
and spend some times at Fang Jie's house too...
then nite dinner with yi hao and li jiao and also desmond.

27th
cant really rmb wad i had did...
can only rmb that i having dinner with TW, Rachel, Jimmy, Juliana and Lionel at Soul Garden.
maybe my memory only choose those happy thing to rmb...
well, afetr dinner, we went for movie...
TWILIGHT!!! and RachelTan...u make me fall in love with Edward too...
we were home after movie, and hmmmm....watch TV till late...

28th
i had make up my mind to let go...
to let go someone that really pissed me off...
oh well, i chose to rmb those happy thing...
rachel and me went to suntec to meet jia hui...
have a great tea time with her..
then finally meet up with hui xin...
we spend sometimes tgt...and suddenly i feel i miss SG lots...
feel like staying back at SG forever...
and yupppp...we catch Bedtime Story..
the show was nice, but jus both our mood not there at all for the movie...
and, walk home from Sengkang with 3botols of DRINK...
drunk that nite perhaps...

29th
well, slep till 430pm...
hahah...meeting jean, lisa and joanne for Karaoke
shopping b4 sing...and we also visit Christopher's son...
awww...so cute...
then singing session till 330am...
and sorry my dear cos i left u alone at home...
i sense what had happen...
so, yupp...dun try to hide...

30th
last day staying at SG
went to Escape with Rachel, Pearlier, HockPeng, Cindy and Xiao Ming
enjoy but tiring leh...
damn scary in the haunted house...
Rachel jump from my right hand side to left and back to right again...
hahaha...and finally time to go back...

i hate the feeling when leaving...
really hate....
the flight wasnt that stable...
cos of the bad weather...
i was damn scared...i really worry this will be the last time i back...
lol...sound damn crazy...
but yuppp...i am safe!!!
so, yuppp...dun worry...
i will be back soon...

good nite all my dearest

*post will be edited if i recall anything...

23th dec,

wasnt a good day after the meeting...
smthg like really went wrong...
make me freaky scared..honestly i really scared...
2008, is a damn fcking BAD year for me...
from starting of the year until now...
nothing good happens on me yet all those BAD counts me in...

Bryan was asked to leave by company,
due to the stupid World Wide financial crisis...
i dunno why the company wan to make such decision...
they know that now very difficult to find a job outside the world...
but still they making ppl jobless...

CNY coming near, i dunno how Bryan going to face his family
maybe for him wasnt a big deal,
cos he wasnt hapy working in this restaurant...
but it really makes me think a lots...

things happen a years back,
i was trying to forget and still not...
i had started to loss confident in this job...
insecure...insecure...and insecure...
but, i cant lose the job...

what i can do?
and i will be going back to JAYA ONE...
and full shift everyday...
and i dunno how long more for them to confirm me...
and i dunno what will going to happen...
and i can tell you tat i wanst sleep well at all...

AND I DUNWAN TO THINK ANYMORE NOW...
AND JUS LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS FRIDAY...FRIDAY...
AND I WILL SEE THEM...SEE ALL MY SISTERS N BROTHERS...

i seriously losing faith...
dun feel like contacting you,
dun feel like seeing you,
even dun feel like replying your msg either...

sorry

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emmm...吃过了汤圆，感觉真好！
又长大一岁咯！！！
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冬至快乐！！

记得小时候，一大清早就得起床帮忙，

帮忙搓汤圆，一粒粒大小不依五颜六色的汤圆，

都出自我和老妈的手。

五兄弟姐妹，爸爸和妈妈坐在一起吃汤圆，

甜在心里。

随着我们渐渐的长大，

相聚在一起的时间也慢慢的减少，

远在国外的我和二妹，已经过了4个没有汤圆的冬至。

虽然在外能买到各类的汤圆，但就是少了妈妈的味道，相聚的甜美。

也就因为孩子们都长大了，

大家坐在一起吃饭的日子就更加的少，

盼望着孩子们回家的爸妈，

请原谅孩子们的不孝，

工作繁忙其实只是孩子们给您和自己的借口。

冬至的到来，意味着新年的来临，

别忘了，一家人坐下吃顿团圆饭，

爸妈，别忘了等我们回家吃饭。

“爸妈，我爱您。”

这话，是爸妈们都想听到的。

只要有心，无论有没有把话说出口，

他们都能感受到的。

oh my...whole body was ached...
well, had a great badminton session with frens last nite after work
due to long time never play,
well...then this wad i get... >.<>

raining over here these few days...
imagine, if msia got snow...lol
shd be everyday we can play with th snow...
snow ball...snow man...hahahahahahah...
day dream wasnt a bad thing...

2weeks more, i will be seeing them...
i am counting down the days tat going to meet them
and the days to JAN 2009...

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million kind of feeling after ur blog...

well, be strong and strong...

dun forget i will always be there...for you and only you!

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well, finally can rest tmr...
wahahaha...also can see my darling

i was busy this afternoon...
but after 4pm then very free...and bored as well...
nothing to do...
continue to do the 'movie' using all PL staff pic..
tot to post it into blog,
but server down and wireless here suck...

wow, ikano power central really nice...
deco for xmas full on the basement...
with white xmas trees...

lots of small little stuff there to buy,
any on SALES!!! but, sorry guys...ur ah jie me this month totally broke...
LOLz.....

but, i hope i able to get something for you all with LOW cost...
hahahahahahha...

rach, thks for the sms this evening...

Good luck for you paper tmr...

LOVE<333

omg...i was damn fcking sleeply sia...
last nite finish work i suppose to go home and sleep..
bustard lee ask us for supper...
me and my chief damn tired...then both of us suggest to go massage...
and you know wad...massage shop in msia, Petaling Jaya, Selangor...open till 1.30am

and 1 st tyme go tgt with lee...
wahahahah...that big guy scared of massage...
LOLZZZZ
the staff there purposely on DVD for him, make him lost his concentration...
but he did enjoy it okie...

reach home around 2am...
damn ZZzzZZ...
OMG...i cant out with BF on next wednesday
yet need to ask him come and help my aunty to move house sia...
lucky i hav a tuesday to relax..
yup, will be going out with ling ling and li li...
hahahahah....both of them my secondary classmate..

i had been signing in and out the whole day...
stupid wireless really pissed me off..
check mail cannot, facebook cannot, blogging cannot...
ARHGGHHHGGGHHGGHH!!!!!!

and plsssssss~~~~~~~~~~~
tuesday faster come,
i cant wait to see my BLUE darling~~~
>.<"

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finally my BLUE BLUE darling is back to my house...wee~~~~
my sister said my darling very handsome worh...
arhggggg...i cant wait to see him...
but i need to wait till Tuesday then can go out with him )):
hee...but i had ask my sis take photo for me, she will send to me later,
and i promise to let u all see my darling...

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i never think that i will see somebody i know from SG here in 'my place'
i was surprise that i saw him...StevenLim, my OM in MCD SG...
i cant say i love him so much, but i can say i miss working with him...

he was a super great boss i ever met..
he help me when i was bully by SRA3 RM...
he transfer me to RVM and he promoted me to 1st AsstMgr there...
he always there when we need help...
and untill i transfered to SRG, he ask for my help...
i will never forget what had happen...

althougt i am out from MCD by some stupid issue which non of my busniess,
but seriously i MISS MCD SG....is a damn big family...
a family that not everyone can join perhaps...

seeing Steven here make me think alots...
god...i really miss life in SG...

reading those tag that they leave for me...
i feel great to going back...

Thanks boys and girls...

yup...i had get my airticket booking done this evening
26th morning 0820, i will be in Changi Airport terminal 1...
see you all then...((:

*kind of feeling that u re damn busy...
lots of mix feeling when seeing u in the world of internet...
lots of thing i wanted to share wif u, but when the words reach my mouth,
i cant even speak out...perhaps i was wrong ...
take care my dearest*

hey hey....my car loan approved liao...
i will get my new car on coming Saturday!!

wish me luck...

this the christmas deco at the shopping mall which my restaurant located...

well, todae 2nd dec...
hahaha...i was like counting down the day tat i will
be going to SG to meet them...
but as the day came, i was worry too...hahah
cos of the MONEY $$$$$$...

well, i need to have a well plan...
still waiting for my car loan approval...
so that i can very confirm my financial is okie for this month...

oh ya, i din tell you all...
i am getting a new car...
so that i won always argue with him bout the car...
and actually is for long term benefit as well...

yes, it will add up my burden,
but still i craving for it....

and i will be moving out from my house and staying with my aunt...
some where more near to my work place...

lolz...i still staying outside...jus only near with family
maybe these the different barh...

i was like so free to do this thing...
memory flowing around...
i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah, 1 more day the calender will go into month of DEC!!!
seem like this Dec giving me lots of thing...

i getting my new car, although added my burden, yet HAPPY...
i going to see my beloved in SG soon, although still long time, yet soon...

Oh God!!!!!!

i am so happy todae, cos at the same time i now talking to :
TW, RACHEL, JIMMY, JOANNE...

wow!!!!!
happy happy and happy....
WEE~~~~~~~~~~~~

finally and finally my leave on dec APPROVED liao..
wee!!!!!!
i going to book air ticket liao....
but must wait after 5th then got money )):
nvm...nvm...

counting down the day tat can see my happy and silly rachel...
emo always de wenz, bravo de tw, careless de desmond, and naughty de kathy...
and of cos my mummy chitra and mummy kum yee..

i cant wait to see you all...missssssssssssss u all...

i drunk last nite...
sorry gals, i suppose to go to y.fun's house..
but i din...i went clubbing with my sister, bro-in-law, and my bro
and i drunk...

i dunno i drunk cos of happy or sad..
Faith? the faith between you and me had gone...
there is nothing can me make feel the faith...
No more...

you had admited you dun understand me at all,
either me i had told you...
why we get tgt?
that kind of feeling jus like,
i am attach, but i am sigle...
there are no different...

well, lets see what you will tell me on coming Thursday...

i wasnt happy...
but still i need to smile...
i wanted to talk...
but there no one for me....

i HATE everything happen in Malaysia...
jus HATE!!!!!!!!!!

and i hate to talk to you...
but i knw i need to talk to you...
complicated...r/s really damn complicated

maybe jus like wad Chloe told me in msn
i tgt with him jus for the sake of being tgt
and not bcos i like him...

good observation my dear cousin...
i shd say even myself i cant find the real problem...

i jus used to be single and enjoy the single life i think
i independent enough for my parents...
i dun like ppl change my mind or maybe stop me from doing something
or even my decision...
i hate it...my parents knw me...

you shd have check on my character...
Scorpio...
find out more....jus to understand me...

back to post...
realise tat i got nothing much to tell,
nothing much to post...
working life now at The Curve is damn bored...

oh ya,
i will be permanent stay in this dumb outlet...
boring boring still boring...
and i will going to move out from my home sweet home...

staying alone in the place call Petaling Jaya...
security there damn SUCK...
my staffs kana robbed days back after they had get their salary,
and on their way back to the house that they stay..
5bikes 10guys surrounded them...
RM600++ gone, hand phone gone...wad ever thing with them all gone...
the 10guys with Parang knife (巴冷刀)...
lucky they are safe!

tot come back to msia can stay at my home sweet home,
but now...haha (苦笑)

when can i get my own car???
i was so piss every time we argue jus bcos of the car...
i dun wan to take ur car anymore...
although getting a new car will add on my burden...
but i dun care...jus dun wan use ur car...
i wan back to those life tat i need no to wake up damn early
jus to go fetch you 1st b4 we going out...
even the place jus near my house and only need 10min to reach
and i need to spend hours time to fetch you (thru n flow) then can reach...

i hate tat kind of feeling when i need time to make up,
dress up before attending wedding dinner and you rushing me to fetch you...
and when the situation both of us DUNNO the place either!!!!!!!

and i realise that you dun understand me either...
how am i going to hold u further?
or in the other way,
how will you hold me further??

should we stand a chance to talk?
or should we have a really good talk?

matter of relationship really SUCK
single life good?
attach life better??
or married life the best???

真爱，到底是怎样的？

OMG!!!
i damn suay till my little mouse spoil lerh,
i bought this little cutie year back...haix...y?leave me so fast??
i jus came back from home, and won be going back till Sunday
which mean i dun hav game for these few days sia... >.<

shit shit and wad the shit is going on!!!!!!!!!!!
HELP ME >.<

4.05pm today,
i received the updated result...
2months appointment change to next month...
he cheated me...he never leave me and never gone lower either...
average still there...
i was damn down and dun feel like talking either...
sort feeling like no one there for me...

stupid thinking back to me agian...
why am i still here...
should they let me go as soon as possible?
everyone busy for their own life,
own living...own friends...own problem...own family...

what i want just very simple...
simple life...but why i get the opposite way always...

why????????????

another bored day pass...
with flu and block nose together...
how many days more i need to hold for it..
oh my god....
please help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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