jus now mummy give me a call...
this is the very 1st time she called me during i work..
i wondering if there any urgent thing happen,
i kept asking her but she say nothing,
and suddenly pop up a question,
do u have enough money to use?
i say i did...and i heard her voice had changed..
sound like she cried...
my heart was ached...
she told me everything dun think negative...
dun think silly thing..
if not enough money always can tell her...

actually there something that i never blog...
a weeks back when i back from the trip tgt with ling and my girl,
when the night that i was arranging the photo of mine..
those passport size de...
i found that 1 of that look good,
and i tell teresa, this wad i say : if 1day, i suddenly leave the family,
and nt be coming back, u know which photo to choose for me le...
teresa said i am crazy...
seriously i din even knw i y ask tat kind of question...
and very fast den i forget liao...
den last nite go pasar malan with christine,
this question pop again...and i told christine too...
finally i had a dream last nite...
my tooths drop...not because i get old in my dream..
but jus drop, and not only 1..but all...
when i split it out in my hand, all tooth...
and is damn true..the feeling damn true...
when i wake up, the 1st thing i check is my tooth..

i told mummy bout the dream during breakfast...
i ask her if there any hint there...she say i mi xing..
den i stop asking le...till christine came for breakfast after i go work,
mummy told her bout my dream, and christine bring up wad last nite i had told her..
and ask mummy if possible, try to check with uncle see wad happen to me...
and this make mummy worry and cry...

'i am sorry mummy, i jus let u worry bout me for nothing,
i never think that silly thing again...
but i seriously never purposely go think...
jus suddenly pop up like that...
mummy please dun cry..i dun wan your heart break...'