pissed off...
i hate myself...
just too useless to fight over, and i had lost and lose finally...

feel like letting go everything...
including myself...

Lord,teach me, guide me, and advice me...

i was freaky tired to holding myself all along
should i let go?or shd i stand strong and firm?

i dun even know how to face myself
yet my beloved....

would you tell me what i should do?