i will be off for coming 2days from fireman,
but working in willpower...
the sis of mine damn poor..
no one can help to take care of the shop..
anw, i still have 2days AL to go...
jus clear it barh...
but next month salary no extra le )=

reading back those old post,
for mine and also others...
time really passing so so sooooo fast...
haix..i old liao... >.<

i was watching Youtube jus now..
and i saw PY's prom night video clips...
well, i never deny that i miss PY..
and yay...and you too...

hoping that everything is smooth for you...
no and nothing to be worry...
pls add on more water into ur body,
minus most of the sugar,
intake more vitamins,
and adjust ur body clock...
yay, u knw i am nagging bout u again...
hahaha...yes, is you!!!

she look still strong although she 93years old...
a weeks back i still saw her kind smile,
and today she had left...
she not really related with me,
but she is my bro in law's grandma...
and now.. i facing the computer in my sis shop..
she asking for my help to take care of the shop,
well, although not a hard job, but bit boring..

human..changing in every single second...
now sitting down with heart beating...
the next moment maybe gone..
who will know what will going to happen on the next second..

really got to spend some times with family,
with friends, and urself...

曾经阅读过一份报导，

报导中提及过，

多抽时间陪伴家中的老者，和小孩。。。

因为老者仅剩的时间并不多，而小孩的成长过程往往过的很快。。。

不要错过与他们渡过的美丽时刻。

因为那会成为你一生中最幸福的回忆。。。

hmm...another bad day i think..
ealry morning received a summon again..
wtf sia...park into yellow box also kena,
park road side also kena...
eh, i stay there leh...shit larh...
and when i on my way out from JayaOne,
the aunty drive like wad sia...
she block my way yet she starring at me and scolding in her car..
hey aunty...cant u see u in my way now? u re blocking...
and move now!!

on the way to Curve,
i try to cool myself down,
and hmm..a good try..
ya, i really cool down...
listening to the radio..
peace....

well, Curve staffs all know bout my leaving..
ya, hey guys...i will be back as often as i can...
and i will try to...

something that forget to blog for the past few days..

saturday nite had a great gathering with agnes, yinfun,
yinfoong, eunice, meiyee, chong and stanely...
dinner at Bumbu Bali...
well, enviroment is nice, but service and food... >.<
when i reach there, almost everyone of them had finish their meal..
i was late and cos i am wking and only off at 7pm..
they started the dinner at 7pm..

looking at the menu,
damn heavy..i mean all rice, with chicken..
beef...bla bla bla..
i choose a meal of dolly fish..
and the drink..lime, lemon mix..and i asking for no sugar..
guess wad..is very very sour >.<
1st bite of the fish, wakao...SALTY!!!!!!!!!!
reject and replacement was nice..but had spoil my mood..

PapaRich coffee shop after the meal..
chit chatting around, most of the time i was a listener..
oh well, listener always my job among them..
hahah..

and back to today..
jus get to see hock chun in my restaurtant..
he came with his frens, and i wondering one of the girl, his GF..
but narh, i din ask either..jus guess..hahah
i had been long time din see this guy ever since graduate from Sec sch..

feeling of meeting back old friend doent bad..
a little bit of like close fren, yet feel like a stranger too..
hahah...

Life is all about waking up each day,
to discover something new,

About meeting old people.
but making new conversations,

Walking through old roads,
but till feeling nice bout it,

Realizing that you have grown a day older,
but still feeling young at heart,

Meeting busy schedules,
but still finding time for old friends,

Being nostalgic about gone days,
but looking forward to better days...

as for me, i am missing those old days when being with you...
i dunno what i shd do to cheer you up again,
i dunno how to make sure there no more empty promise,
well, another failure in my life...

there lots of memory in my K618i..
especially text message..
reading thru once again every single msg in the phone,
and it will be delete soon in the next minute..
cos no way for me to keep those msg,
stupid sony ericsson...

and i cant deny, everytime i saw ur msg,
it really make me smile...feel warm and love...
and i had been long time never received anymore...
sorry...

i knew and i understand how does it feel..

DISAPPOINTMENT, yes...

and i know i had let you down for thousand times..
promises being broken once and once again and seem non-stop..

when u're gone and the day you went away will always be with me..

I'M SORRY

there no news at all from SG..and i cant jus stop here..
i must keep going on..till the day come..
till the day come....

resignation letter is with me now...
and it will passing over to him tmr when i see him...

and i had get another job offer...
and i jus get into the interview yesterday...

to him:

actually if u never forcing me,
it won happen so fast..
u re saying that i losing faith with this job..
and forcing me to amit it..
and now, you shd be very happy,
cos u had get to guess the correct answer..
but,there 1 thing that i need to let u knw that u re wrong..
i had never think to resign from here until i get a job from SG,
hey listen up!! is SG..
yupp, now is fine...i get to learn something new b4 i moving back to SG again...
shd i say thank you?
or shdnt i?

i am not going to bother bout anything...

is totally HURT!!!!!

人和事，时时刻刻都在变。

可以以无常来形容。


我希望现在的你是无忧无虑，

开开心心的。


无常----事事皆无常，只要知足就会常乐！

我现在的心情，

好像很复杂，我即担心，但平静。

复杂吧？


也许是我多心，

平时若有meeting，他们一定会提早通知我，

但这次的感觉有点不对劲。

Serene 平常不会那么迟才来，

来到也只来光顾。

但今天竟然来和我们喝茶？

powpey也过来。。


但也不要紧，因为我已经下定了决心，

辞职不干了。

不想也罢！！

祝我好运吧！

i looking at the blank page..
trying to figure out what shd i do...
i had get the number, the contact number that i need...
and i was wondering shd i make this call...

have a short msn with tw...
and yupp...had told him what happen...
cos there something that i cant post it here...
and make ppl worry...

all i can say jus a word of SORRY...

hey...jus back from karaoke...
thanks for christine, granted my craving...haha
although is nice, but still bit bored...cos only 2 of us...

well, today was a busy day...
hmmm, ya...but i did my part...
and perhaps everything will under control...

and i had make up my mind...
termination letter of my service for this company,
will be handed to them by this month end...

i think i need a rest badly...
and you re right...

不要让情绪控制你，因为你不是情绪的垃圾桶。

而对我来说，你就是那情绪的制造者，

要摆脱它，就得先摆脱你！

因为我不是，也不想是那无奈，无能的垃圾桶。

一味的接收你所制造的垃圾。

i sort like going back to the lost way...
i cant handle everything by myself now...
everything like non-stop...
nobody here...nobody here for me...
i am lost, and lost again...
i dunno when is the day that i really find myself back...
or shd i lost forever and ever..
but i knw i cant...
cos ..........they need me...
they need me to be strong...

but, how??

when i need someone there, where are you?

and thanks eugene, thanks for the call and msg...
it really helps...

well, finally time to punch out...
such a damn shit day >.<
bye girls...

i like monday when i still a student...
classes on monday was interesting...
but i cant deny i love weekends...
haha..cos no need to bring that bulky sch bag...
when study poly,
weekends, the only days i need no to stay at sch...
those feeling like, YEAH!!! finally i can home..

but when started to work,
i realised i hate weekends, cos lots of customers...
unless the weekend that i was off..but, still i dun like...
cos i am staying alone...roomate work..
i dun like to being alone...

now, back to own place...
well, no more weekends off..
still i hate...cos...really no one there...
wednesday, my off day...
frens, working...
no one at home again...
craving for a karaoke session...
but nobody was free..
craving for a movie session...
haha, same...no one free...
i dun like to being alone...

tell me what to do ?

喜欢一个人的心情

江语晨--喜欢一个人的心情

晴天娃娃

Lyrics :

有人说聪明女孩别陷入恋爱里

会变多疑 会常生气 变得失去自己

有人说过爱情 不如想象那样甜蜜

我却无法戒掉爱情 整个世界都是你


遇见你天空更亮丽 喜欢的我不想逃避

希望和你一起 分享分分秒秒的两颗真心

即使感情结成了冰 回首时有你的足迹

就会开心 温暖我飞翔的旅途中曾有你


路上每辆蓝色的车都以为是你

像是蓝天 随时放晴 现在就想见到你

但是我不想为爱情看不见自己

给两人都留些空间 期待下一次相见


遇见你天空更亮丽 喜欢的我不想逃避

希望和你一起 分享分分秒秒的两颗真心

即使感情结成了冰 回首时有你的足迹

就会开心 温暖我飞翔的旅途中曾有你


漫步在茫茫人海 思念你的背影

我提醒自己 别为浪漫上了瘾

彩色爱情诱惑 不停地考验我们

还是喜欢你 说我傻也没关系


遇见你天空更亮丽 喜欢的我不想逃避

希望和你一起 分享分分秒秒的两颗真心

即使感情结成了冰 回首时有你的足迹

就会开心 温暖我飞翔的旅途中曾有你

is a nice song...and good lyric too...
for me and somebody there...

WTF you wan???
KNN...u an ACTING RM, only an ACTING ok??
not a real RM.....
can u open ur Fxxxing EYES damn big to find and see the thing??
other ppl 2 eyes i won blame, but hey!!!you got 4 okie???!!!!
anything u jus listen other ppl say...
ur eyes BLIND arent you???????

month end stock always done by you,
last month i finish check and i put on the table for u to key in and send,
but what the Fxxx u told me?
huh???!!!!! wait for me to send huh? u dunno how to send meh?
okkkkkiiiieee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
den this month i am doing,
u MF...ask me stop doing this, AND u will send it...
oh, credit you take...shit i eat huh???!!!

reservation,
jus a damn small matter,
u acting RM cannot make decision huh?
i never promise customer anything okiiee!!!
i told the customer i try my best to reserve her tatami seat,
but i never promise her....
OPEN UR FXXXING EYES and see.....
u tot i BLIND like u huh??
i got check on the book de okiieee!!!!!
YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well, finally you home...
i waiting for the whole day..
hmm..but i expected liao..
so never mind...

today his bday..
maybe i shd nt send any sms...
cos even i send or nt, will get the same outcome..
so why shd i bother?

haha...
how stupid am i...

1st April...
Happy Birthday Mummy!!!!!

and finally received her call at 1603hrs ...
hmm...seem like nothing to blog..
but yes..i did miss you kkaess...
be back soon!!!!