i sort like going back to the lost way...
i cant handle everything by myself now...
everything like non-stop...
nobody here...nobody here for me...
i am lost, and lost again...
i dunno when is the day that i really find myself back...
or shd i lost forever and ever..
but i knw i cant...
cos ..........they need me...
they need me to be strong...

but, how??

when i need someone there, where are you?

and thanks eugene, thanks for the call and msg...
it really helps...