finally let out all those shitty things...

silent all the while and cant be silent anymore...

i had a great night sleep finally,

nothing to think anymore..

release~~~

mama told me this morning,

papa dun agree if i go penang...

lots of worries from them and basically bout the salary,

and of cos i dun think so...they worries based on my health as well...

they wan me to be well taken care..

well....you know what shd you do?? (=

was trying all the while to settle everything...

and now i fully understand that i cant run away from facing the true..

and see now...i think i manage to do it..

and it seem feeling good...

and i really LOVE you sias....