finally i let it out todae,
in front of my sister...
perhaps everything will be better from monday...

lots of thing came into my mind while i drove home
and i almost pass the road that i need to be turn...
i was thinking if worse come to worse,
i will let go this job immediatly and stop working...
while waiting for offer from other...
will be temporary work at sister's company maybe...

but how long i can survive??
i really not that happy,
is NOT HAPPY AT ALL...

i really dunno what he want...
and 1 word now from me to him...
GO HELL...
wait and see......