fall sick soon~~

I started to hate those ppl who dunno how to respect other

especially to their love 1...

they taking for granted as to view their partners facebook, msn,

twitter etc by logging in using their password...

some even worse to read their PM, email etc...

oh well...we should not angry or piss off with them which these kind

of ppl wasnt educated at all...

so? yarh..good night babe....

and i always love you~~

Sorry That I Loved You

作詞：倪安東／Skot Suyama
作曲：Skot Suyama

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And Im so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love， for wasting your time

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won`t make any difference tonight
But im hopin "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life


Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right （tonight）
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you （I was falling in love）
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time

I`m sorry that I loved you
I`m sorry that I hurt you
I`m so sorry that I loved you
I`m so sorry that I hurt you

I`m sorry that I loved you....

嗯~今天很精神~~

从24号早上8点，到26号凌晨的2点半，

我只睡了大概4个小时，

可是我却无比的精神~~

也许是因为圣诞节的关系吧~~哈哈~~

想必今天的你超累了~~

好好休息吧~~晚安！

only slept for 4hours from 24th morning till 26th midnight...

but i seem like dun feel tired...

hahah, maybe cos of festival season?

you should be tired out for the whole day~~

take a good rest my babe...good night~~

and i love you

this is the very 1st time,

very 1st time that i do not need to work for x'mas eve night,

very 1st time that i enjoy to the max with all new friends,

very 1st time to have a crazy home party~~~

knowing that you enjoy ur night too~~

warmest present i ever get is talk to u on the phone~~

although a short while~~

just love it~~~ (=

第一次，

不用在平安夜工作，

跟一班新朋友一起派对，

参加了一个难忘的疯狂派对~~

知道你也过了个开心的平安夜，

收到最温馨的圣诞礼物，就是听见你的声音，

虽然就短短的几分钟，

已经很足够了~~~ (=

(= (= (=

happy day~~

those bad feeling haunted me again~

and i am going to isolate myself soon~~

need someone to talk to me~~~

badly~~~~

放弃你不是放弃爱你~~

更何况，我从来没有放弃过你~~~

我想你~~

疑团终于揭开了~~

人也轻松许多了~~~

我爱你~~

到底我们是错过了，还是你没有坚持.....♥

一些对的话，在我脑袋中旋转着，

你说的没有错，我没有目标~~

也不知道自己想要的是什么...

目标-到底是什么？？

♥你，从来就不需要理由，

因为，没有理由的♥，才是最真挚的~~

well....

Who am i ?

i am NOTHING for nobody i guess~~

so....WHY i so DOWN??

the more i read the more i think~~

cant stop thinking for what happening~~

now i feel the PAIN again,the pain for being a LOOSER~

我开始担心，

担心今晚会是一个失眠的夜~~

担心我的信息会让你不愉快~~

担心你再一次的消失在人群中~~

担心你不再理我~~担心~~~~

是否我也应该让这唯一能诉苦的地方，从此画上休止符？

我一直说服自己，

在他身边的你，过的很好~~

但是，原来我错了~~~

现在后悔，来得及么？

你会接受这一切么？

距离~~

除了距离，还是距离~~

花了2个多小时，看完了你的30封信~

发现有超过4封，是给我的信~

现在的我只能说

抱歉~~

也能说：

一直没有想要让你离开我，你一直都在~~

我们俩个约定好吗？

约定要好好的走下去~~

i read everything~

and i know now~~

the only thing i wanna ask...

' BE MINE?'

回来了~~

很快的12月快要到尾声了~~

也说明了2010年也快要结束了~~

12月的15日

因为工作，去到了新山，

顺道去了新加坡一趟~~

看到你们我很开心~~说不出的开心~~

虽然累~~但是值得~！！

回头看看今年的我做过了什么~~

健康 - 医生说我有进步~~

事业 - 更上一层楼~~是好事~~

感情 - 哈哈哈~~失败！！

人缘 - 我结交了不少朋友~~

今年的我应该过得还不错吧~~

今天的我突然心血来潮， 打开了着封尘已久的部落格，

看着以前写下的种种， 回忆着开心~~

感觉真不错~~

我想，

应该是时候把自己点滴，

又一次的记录下来了~~

你也开始写吧~让我知道你的近况~~我要最新的近况~~

可以么？

没那麽简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那麽多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫
没那麽简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里
相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人著迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经
想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

is a very nice and meaningful song...
i love this song~

戴佩妮-野蔷薇大马演唱会2010，

我人生中的第一场正式持票入场的演唱会，

震撼感动的序幕，有一股令我流泪的冲动，

静静的看着序幕时的她，（突然觉得她跟欧宣很像）

看到了她对这演唱会的热诚与期待，

也看到了她的坚持与执著，

我个人对戴佩妮的认识，

其实就只有：你要的爱，防空洞，两难。。。

但是经过了这场演唱会，

我对她有了更多的认识，不只是她的歌，

尤其她的坚持与执著。。。

现场的气氛high到顶点，

少不了烟火的助兴，

嘉宾阵容有：方炯宾，陈家凯，

舞台设计独特，合作无间的工作人员，

歌迷朋友给予的掌声与欢呼声，

两次的encore （虽然我错失了最后的那段），

可是真的还令我大开眼界，

当然身边有个心爱的陪伴着，

感觉真的很好。。。

这场演唱会，真的值得！！

Happy Birthday 'Ah Ma' Yin Fun...^^

2nd Jan...

day out with my 'old friends'...

wow, fantastic nite...

and and and..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 'AH MA'

started a year with lots of joy and fun...

thanks girls...

will be more cheerful and thankful...

cos i know i always surrounded with loved...

well, happy 2010....

i had been stuck at home for the whole day...

only 1 word to say... BORED!!~~

but is okie, cos i really spend the whole day at home

jus for sleep....

and thats my 1st day of the year...yeah~~~