i was like so free to do this thing...
memory flowing around...
i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah, 1 more day the calender will go into month of DEC!!!
seem like this Dec giving me lots of thing...

i getting my new car, although added my burden, yet HAPPY...
i going to see my beloved in SG soon, although still long time, yet soon...

Oh God!!!!!!

i am so happy todae, cos at the same time i now talking to :
TW, RACHEL, JIMMY, JOANNE...

wow!!!!!
happy happy and happy....
WEE~~~~~~~~~~~~

finally and finally my leave on dec APPROVED liao..
wee!!!!!!
i going to book air ticket liao....
but must wait after 5th then got money )):
nvm...nvm...

counting down the day tat can see my happy and silly rachel...
emo always de wenz, bravo de tw, careless de desmond, and naughty de kathy...
and of cos my mummy chitra and mummy kum yee..

i cant wait to see you all...missssssssssssss u all...

i drunk last nite...
sorry gals, i suppose to go to y.fun's house..
but i din...i went clubbing with my sister, bro-in-law, and my bro
and i drunk...

i dunno i drunk cos of happy or sad..
Faith? the faith between you and me had gone...
there is nothing can me make feel the faith...
No more...

you had admited you dun understand me at all,
either me i had told you...
why we get tgt?
that kind of feeling jus like,
i am attach, but i am sigle...
there are no different...

well, lets see what you will tell me on coming Thursday...

i wasnt happy...
but still i need to smile...
i wanted to talk...
but there no one for me....

i HATE everything happen in Malaysia...
jus HATE!!!!!!!!!!

and i hate to talk to you...
but i knw i need to talk to you...
complicated...r/s really damn complicated

maybe jus like wad Chloe told me in msn
i tgt with him jus for the sake of being tgt
and not bcos i like him...

good observation my dear cousin...
i shd say even myself i cant find the real problem...

i jus used to be single and enjoy the single life i think
i independent enough for my parents...
i dun like ppl change my mind or maybe stop me from doing something
or even my decision...
i hate it...my parents knw me...

you shd have check on my character...
Scorpio...
find out more....jus to understand me...

back to post...
realise tat i got nothing much to tell,
nothing much to post...
working life now at The Curve is damn bored...

oh ya,
i will be permanent stay in this dumb outlet...
boring boring still boring...
and i will going to move out from my home sweet home...

staying alone in the place call Petaling Jaya...
security there damn SUCK...
my staffs kana robbed days back after they had get their salary,
and on their way back to the house that they stay..
5bikes 10guys surrounded them...
RM600++ gone, hand phone gone...wad ever thing with them all gone...
the 10guys with Parang knife (巴冷刀)...
lucky they are safe!

tot come back to msia can stay at my home sweet home,
but now...haha (苦笑)

when can i get my own car???
i was so piss every time we argue jus bcos of the car...
i dun wan to take ur car anymore...
although getting a new car will add on my burden...
but i dun care...jus dun wan use ur car...
i wan back to those life tat i need no to wake up damn early
jus to go fetch you 1st b4 we going out...
even the place jus near my house and only need 10min to reach
and i need to spend hours time to fetch you (thru n flow) then can reach...

i hate tat kind of feeling when i need time to make up,
dress up before attending wedding dinner and you rushing me to fetch you...
and when the situation both of us DUNNO the place either!!!!!!!

and i realise that you dun understand me either...
how am i going to hold u further?
or in the other way,
how will you hold me further??

should we stand a chance to talk?
or should we have a really good talk?

matter of relationship really SUCK
single life good?
attach life better??
or married life the best???

真爱，到底是怎样的？

OMG!!!
i damn suay till my little mouse spoil lerh,
i bought this little cutie year back...haix...y?leave me so fast??
i jus came back from home, and won be going back till Sunday
which mean i dun hav game for these few days sia... >.<

shit shit and wad the shit is going on!!!!!!!!!!!
HELP ME >.<

4.05pm today,
i received the updated result...
2months appointment change to next month...
he cheated me...he never leave me and never gone lower either...
average still there...
i was damn down and dun feel like talking either...
sort feeling like no one there for me...

stupid thinking back to me agian...
why am i still here...
should they let me go as soon as possible?
everyone busy for their own life,
own living...own friends...own problem...own family...

what i want just very simple...
simple life...but why i get the opposite way always...

why????????????

another bored day pass...
with flu and block nose together...
how many days more i need to hold for it..
oh my god....
please help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>.<

well, chat with rach this morning
haha..pity her...
but pity myself too larh...
stupid flu and block nose still following me...
then cant find nasal spray at the phamarcy here...

seem like i going to suffer few more days of this stupid flu...
it make me feel sleepy after taken the medicine...
although i know is time for medicine, but i dun wan to take...
cos after take will want ZzZzZzZZ...

well, rach...
jie got take medicine...
so dun wory...
and my sexy voice will gone soon too...
hahahahahhh....

LOVE <333

day is suck when sick!!!!
i HATE to be sick...
lots type of medicine to take...
WTH!!!!

well, thanks to rach girl for reminding me on my medicine...
but how many time can people remind me??

Hey you!! yes!! you!!!
please rmb to take ur medicine on time...
oh my....

COLD AND FLU!!!!!!! get lost from me NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am sick...cold and flu...
block nose for the whole day...
no mood either...
tot going for a movie...
arhghhhhh.........
shit............

doc appointment todae,
reach there 915am, waited for half hours...
my turn....
well, showing me a slightly improved result...
and he wan me to do a blood test again...
well well well, this time 3 small cylinders of blood again... >.< PAIN!!!!

change ubat,
cos the previous de will make me not feeling good...
perhaps this will make me better....

missing PY and HL...
missing Rach too....
somebody nag me for medicine and rest???

i dun feel like blogging...
jus too bored and i was nothing to do,
today is the 4th day in new outlet...
damn bored..

nothing much to do,
online everyday...
but still nothing to do...

watch DVD??
well....i will but also will feel bored...
change job???
maybe barh....

arghhhhh.......
somebody help me!!!!!!!!

Don't say you love me unless you really mean it,
because i might do something really stupid like believe it

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my equal

If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day,
so I never have to live without you

If you love me, please let me know because it hurts to love when you have to go.
Take care of me, don't go away because if you love me, you will stay... i love you and do you know why? "You got me when you first said 'Hi'."

Don't be too good i will miss you. Don't be too caring, i might like you. Don't be too sweet, I might fall. It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...

You make me smile for no reason whatsoever, you make me laugh at the unfunny things, but most of all, you make me love you When I shouldn't be loving you

I dropped a tear in the ocean today, and when i find it, that's when I’ll stop loving you..

One day you'll love me as I have loved you. One day you'll cry as I cried for you.
One day you'll want me...and I won't want you.

One night the moon looked down at me and said:” Would you give up ur "Prince" if he made you cry? I looked up at the moon and say:" Would you give up your sky?"

If I had the letters "HRT" and I could add "EA" and get "HEART" or add "U" and get "HURT", I'd rather have "U" and get "HURT" than have a "HEART" without "U"

**There are only 2 times I want to be with you...now & forever**

i get this from Joanne's blog...
i think it suit for you and me...
well, people...enjoy this post...
if you feel to let your tears out, just go ahead...
cos is really too hard to hold it into your heart..
i rather have "U" to get "HURT" than have a "HEART" without "U"...

my belated bday present from my dumb dumb bf... >.<

edited:

well, i was talkting to PY jus now...

shd had let go everything as PY said...

including those memories...

PY told me must be hard hearted...

but sorry, cos i not those type of ppl can really hard hearted...

i can only said i will try...and really try hard...

and seriously it will really hurt me lots...

which i really need to do it...

rach, i need you here by my side...

damn fxxxing distance really killing me...

i dunno who else i can talk to...

who will listen to me, understand me deep into my heart?

not even him.... >.<

i supposed to catch movie The Coffin yesterday with him..
argh...i dun understand why sometime he was so dumb...
he msg me on tuesday

sw: dear, we go for movie tmr,wan?
me: of cos, but wad movie?
sw:hmmm...The Coffin, u like the most...
me:well, i tot you dun like this type of movie...
sw:hmmm..this time i wan watch worh...how?
me:of cos i wan, but if u never go with me, i will go alone...or maybe with my sis...
sw:haha, okie then we go watch yarh...
me: okok... ^^

and guess wad....
he din ever go check on the movie timing and the cinema...
oh gosh....this movie only start showing on 30th Oct...
we check at Mid Valley...hey yeah..got show...but 12.05am
argh.....i was like pissed...
dun feel like talking....
he keep on saying sorry.....
and he went to buy me something...
i shd post the photo tonite...
the gift is nice, but no surprise at all...
cos he bought it in front of me...lol...dumb dumb bf

HAPPY 28th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY to my daddy and mummy!!!!!!!

we went dinner with both of them...
well, seem like my dady also sort like dumb dumb derh...
ops...he can tell me he forget the date liao...
OMG!!!!!!
last year i was in Singapore...
i use 'remote control' to get my sis and sis-in law bought my mummy flower,
and 'force' my dad to present it to mum...
this year...haiz.....

well, finally these all days had pass...
i now more relax...
and yarh, rach...my tear finally came out on tuesday...
feel better...so no more worry!!

and from 1st Nov, i will be transfer to another outlet..
well, i will be seldom and very seldom online,
cos i will be staying at my aunt house and she have no Internet at home..
and i will need to bring my lappie to my new outlet,
and will be able online only day time...
wish me good good luck..^^

really hope that you can besides me for these few days..
distance killing me...
well, sound familiar...
but yes...the distance really killing me...

edited:

thank you yep and lee, and of cos fireman...

they bought me a cake...ignore bout the word oil tank...

oh well, and andrea also...

i was up to the stage for the stupid fireman show,

burn my finger sia...

OMG!! fireman wan me to eat fire...burn my mouth almost...

Thank you for all the birthday wishes...
feel sweet and warm...

well, althought is holiday, yet i am now at office working
but anw, i still HAPPY yeah...

i will going to delete last year's birthday message..
haha, normally i will keep those msg for a year, unless memory not enough for it...
sounds crazy...but is me...hahaha

this is the 1st year celebrating my birthday in msia after 4 years life in Singapore...
feel bit weird...haha...cos the last 4years i normally will took it as OFF day or AL...
but now...lol

well, boys and girls...
once again
Thank you, Terima kasih, Arigatogozaimasta, Cop Kun Krab...
Love you all much!!!

<333333

feeling upset and like crying suddenly
i heard the songs py loves the most
there was a promise tat cant be fulfill..
the date coming near and near, feeling of upset getting stronger and stronger.

thank you for offering your help rach,
this promise will not be fulfilled forever...
you cant help either...

i was trying to hide from the date,
but it seem like never stop..
if the day and time could stop for me...or pass as soon as possible...
and it really coming...

well,
i had promised to celebrate my bday with you.
i dunno whether you still remember this date...
anyway, i hope this will gone soon...
cos i jus cant stop thinking bout this stupid promise..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA HUI!!!!

sorry for not celebrating your birthday together...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUU WEY!!!!!!!
22th OCT IS UR BIRTHDAY!!!!!

i say happy birthday to u,
may all your dream comes true...

well,
finally going to off tmr..
wasnt a good month for me i think...
seem everything not too fine with it..
not even dare to say i will happy and enjoying my bday as well..
cos i need to work!!!!!!!!
ARGH...!!!!!!!!!!$%^#@$#@@#%

tired tired and tired >.<

when will be my best day huh?haisss...

i cant imagine i banned the table jus now...
damn fcuking angry and pissed off with the lady...
what the hell she tot she was?
keep on changing the menu...
RM15 per person for this kind of dishes was GOOD enough...
ask for more ask for more and ASK FOR MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you tot you rich then can anyhow do????!!!!

how long i had been controlling my EQ?
after out from Mcd, i din ever throw temper at my work place,
no matter how angry i was...
but today i really really damn Fcuking ANGRY.........................
the lady was wasting my time and now i still stuck at the stupid office!!!!!!!!

DUN COME NEAR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant even calm myself down.........
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!